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Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 05 Dec 2017 23:21 #323373

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Day #37

B"h today was pretty easy. Iy"h it should continue. 

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Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 06 Dec 2017 23:26 #323409

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Day #38

B"h things were good today. Not much to report. 

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Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 08 Dec 2017 02:27 #323458

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Day #39

Things are going well again. Last night I started looking at some stuff that I shouldn't have, and I was able to stop be"h.  I've been completely clean for a week and clean from porn for almost six weeks. I would have never thought that this was possible for me.

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Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 08 Dec 2017 02:37 #323461

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Keep up the incredible posts. They are transparent (honest), frequent, and very positive.
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Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 10 Dec 2017 03:11 #323516

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Day #41

Friday and Shabbos were good, thankfully.  I'm almost halfway to my goal of not watching any porn for ninety days.  Also, I've been almost a week and a half without masturbation with very few struggles.  While I still need a lot of work, I think that at this point I can see a little bit what life is like for someone who doesn't struggle with this and how it can be that someone just doesn't care for it or need it at all.  Life is so much calmer and clearer, even with my small improvements that once I'm over this (as much as is possible) I can't imagine what it would be like.

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Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 10 Dec 2017 20:38 #323546

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Day #42

I finished six weeks! B"h today is going well. 

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Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 12 Dec 2017 02:05 #323603

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Day #43

I've been pretty busy lately with some stuff that I've gotten involved with which has really given me more of a purpose and has helped immensely in this struggle.  Not watching porn has really enabled me to get involved in things outside of myself and getting involved in other projects with other people makes it tremendously easier not to watch porn and masturbate.  I haven't masturbated in almost two weeks and have barely noticed it.

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Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 13 Dec 2017 02:43 #323651

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Day #44

I'm still going pretty strong.  B"h no news today.

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Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 13 Dec 2017 22:52 #323721

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Very very nice!! 

I was also able to have a glimpse of what life looks like absent porn, it looks amazing indeed. 
Last Edit: 13 Dec 2017 22:53 by LoveU,Hashem.

Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 13 Dec 2017 23:12 #323723

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Day #45

I'm half way there!  I've also been clean from masturbation for almost two weeks!

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Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 14 Dec 2017 20:28 #323780

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Day #46

I'm in the second half.  I also am clean from any falls including masturbation for two weeks.  It's really exciting for me!

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Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 14 Dec 2017 20:54 #323783

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For me, as i am approaching day #90, it is not anymore a goal of days, my goal is every day, to have that day clean. and every day that i have clean it is a treasure of Netzach. But on the other hand having a continuous of days, with no day missing days in between, is much more a far more greater, then having some falls in between. we all know the Vort of reb Chaim Schmulevitz, that Reb akiva did not enter his home to see his wife, when he heard from outside, that his wie told her neighbor, that if my husband would hear, he would learn another 12 years torah, so reb Akiva turned himself around and went back to his learning. and Reb Chaim asked, that if he came already close to his house, even if he wants to go back right away, he could have said hello to hos wife, and Reb Chaim Answered that, 12 plus 12 is not full 24. which means that learning 24 years without interuption, is far more greater then learning 12 plus 12 years with a small interuption in between, anyways guys have lechtige Chanukah.
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Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 15 Dec 2017 09:43 #323797

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i have heard a different answer b'shem a different r' chaim that he was afraid if he went in he might not come out
that would mean to me that there is a fear of losing momentum that you may not come 
in some seforim that is a description of yiras shomayim
but this will not help you if you don't understand it like everything else

like a bridge over troubled waters


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Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 15 Dec 2017 17:07 #323816

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Thanks tzomah:smiley:
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Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 15 Dec 2017 21:13 #323821

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Day #47

B"h everything is still good.

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