ive made it this far before. Actually farther to almost a month only this time it feels different. It's always stress that brings me down. I run to the computer for escape and Relief. Not once has that solved the problem. Today stress it hard. I took a walk, listened to music, learned sooner Torah.  Stress hadn't gone away and anxiety continues. But im committed.  This time I'm going to make it. For me. For my family.   

hay, welcome to the best community, it should be with Hatzlacha,
just hang on, you did the right move.