It seems really strange for me to write about this personal journey in public, especially because this has always been a hidden, shameful aspect of my life.

Joining GYE and implementing its strategies are new tactics in my ongoing struggle to overcome my baser instincts. I have gone more than 13 months without any P+M in the past, but unfortunately it is too long ago. Since then, I've had stretches of up to a month, but I haven't been able to hit that peak again and its about time I added some new weapons to my arsenal.

Writing is certainly a better alternative to engaging in illicit behavior. I intend for my writing to provide relief for myself; I hope it provides relief for others as well.

welcome to the greatest community!!!
please hang around... you did the best thing ever!!!
I'm talking from experience....
Stay Strong! Stay clean! you can do it