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Re: My log and feelings. 08 Feb 2015 21:45 #248321

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wow great achievement keep it up
by the way, why not try going to meetings?
when going forward gets tough, its merely a sign that you are going uphill, just give more gas
put your sobriety first; before your wife, before your kids, before your avodas HaTorah (except for the 3 that are יעבור ואל יהרג) Without sobriety you won't have any of those things!

Re: My log and feelings. 08 Feb 2015 21:56 #248326

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great stuff

perhaps one word can be thought about: you feel good bein' in "control."

Are we really?

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Re: My log and feelings. 09 Feb 2015 03:41 #248337

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Shmeichel wrote:
wow great achievement keep it up
by the way, why not try going to meetings?


Live meetings? I don't know, I've never looked into it. What kind are they, and how do I found out if they have in my area?
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Re: My log and feelings. 09 Feb 2015 03:46 #248338

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cordnoy wrote:
great stuff

perhaps one word can be thought about: you fell good bein' in "control."

Are we really?

b'hatzlachah


Certainly not. And I thank you for mentioning this. I suppose that I meant I feel on the right path, as if I am doing Hashem's avodah correctly and the feeling associated with this was one of clarity. My actions brought me clarity and reality, that's perhaps what I should say.
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Re: My log and feelings. 09 Feb 2015 04:56 #248340

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You have had strong runs so you know you can succeed for significant periods. Therefore you have the understanding that this challenge that you have is beatable. I applaud you for your strength to get right back up. After a fall is the best time for sincere Tefillah. Also you must make changes. Think of your triggers and protect yourself accordingly. Think like a winner. FAILURE IS SIMPLY NOT AN OPTION!

Re: My log and feelings. 10 Feb 2015 02:34 #248391

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Hi all. Just checking in. All is well BH.

I sensed a trigger today and was able to cut it off BH. I got some mediocre news and I just really wanted to lay back and not do my work. I realized that this was the YH trying to get me down. I quickly reminded myself that everything is in the hands of Hashem and I pushed myself to smile and say BH, I know it will work out if it's meant to. Anyways, my piece for today.

Thanks all.
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Re: My log and feelings. 12 Feb 2015 08:06 #248542

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Writing in for today. Doing well BH.

Trucking along.
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Re: My log and feelings. 17 Feb 2015 18:12 #248874

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Doing well BH. Its getting tough today. Made it through the long weekend but I'm struggling to hold back. Got to keep focus and pray to H.
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Re: My log and feelings. 17 Feb 2015 18:17 #248875

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Good to hear.
Stay strong.
did you ever find out about meetin's?

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Re: My log and feelings. 20 Feb 2015 00:23 #249035

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Hi cordnoy.

Thanks for the reply. I looked into the meetings. There are none local here. I'm considering phone options. I may start with a shmiras eynayim phone conference.

I'll keep posted hopefully!
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Re: My log and feelings. 20 Feb 2015 10:46 #249050

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thank you
you can email some of the people here.
most communities do have meetin's.
I didn't like my local options and travelled close to an hour to one that worked for me.

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Re: My log and feelings. 24 Feb 2015 22:42 #249351

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Checking in.
Hope all is well.

Looking forward to Purim. Looking forward to Adar.

This can be a good month and on.

Wish everyone the best.
Day by day. Show Hashem that you mean it and He will help with the rest.

Re: My log and feelings. 25 Feb 2015 16:37 #249395

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amen
when going forward gets tough, its merely a sign that you are going uphill, just give more gas
put your sobriety first; before your wife, before your kids, before your avodas HaTorah (except for the 3 that are יעבור ואל יהרג) Without sobriety you won't have any of those things!

Re: My log and feelings. 26 Feb 2015 14:42 #249473

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Hi Test,

Keep it up. Nothing ever goes up all the time. It's about bouncing back once you get down. And you're doing that! You're an inspiration! Thanks for inspiring me today. Good luck!

Re: My log and feelings. 04 Mar 2015 01:24 #249893

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Just wanted to check in. Still pushing on Baruch Hashem. It's a joyous month- Mishe Nichnas Adar Marbim Be Simcha, I wish everyone a Purim sameyach and a great month.

Let's win this together.

Thanks for the amazing chizuk.

tt
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