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Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 07 Nov 2014 03:12 #242881

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Great to hear.

speakin' of dreams, i woke up in a cold sweat thinkin' that my wife took my phone durin' the night, and I didn't delete all (GYE) messages from it!

thank God it was only a nightmare!
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Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 14 Nov 2014 18:14 #243411

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This week was not my greatest week, I was not in a good headspace and my learning wasn't too amazing either. Interestingly enough, it didn't seem to affect me lust-wise, and I'm happy to report that I'm still going strong in that area. B"eh next week is going to be better.

Back to the topic of dreams, I dreamt that during shiur my rebbi called a few guys to the front of the classroom and made a contest to see who can come up with a joke the fastest. The winner had some sort of joke about sauerkraut.
I know it's chayei sara, not mikeitz, but anyone here a poser chalom?

Wishing everyone out there a good shabbos.

Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 14 Nov 2014 19:33 #243421

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Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 14 Nov 2014 19:48 #243423

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I went to a German Restaurant the other day. Not a pleasant experience.

The starter was sauerkraut, and it was bloody awful.

But the wurst was yet to come.
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Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 14 Nov 2014 21:46 #243455

inastruggle wrote:
...Back to the topic of dreams, I dreamt that during shiur my rebbi called a few guys to the front of the classroom and made a contest to see who can come up with a joke the fastest. The winner had some sort of joke about sauerkraut.
I know it's chayei sara, not mikeitz, but anyone here a poser chalom?
...


Depends what kind of kraut it was. See Tiferes Yisroel Kilayim 1:3

כט) והכרוב - קרויט
ל) והתרובתור - קעפיס קרויט
לא) התרדים - מאנגאלד קרויט
לב) והלעונים - מעלטע קרויט

MT

Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 16 Nov 2014 06:16 #243494

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inastruggle wrote:
Back to the topic of dreams, I dreamt that during shiur my rebbi called a few guys to the front of the classroom and made a contest to see who can come up with a joke the fastest. The winner had some sort of joke about sauerkraut.
I know it's chayei sara, not mikeitz, but anyone here a poser chalom?


lalokim pisronim
but if it was kruv on chayei sara it was probably a remez of k'ravya (kbas chaf kbas sheva)

Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 26 Nov 2014 09:07 #244139

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cordnoy wrote:
I went to a German Restaurant the other day. Not a pleasant experience.

The starter was sauerkraut, and it was bloody awful.

But the wurst was yet to come.


OMG. Somebody arrest this guy.



That was funny!!
"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."

Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 26 Nov 2014 22:33 #244171

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I'm not having the easiest time right now, I'm a bit down about some things going on. I've been oversleeping for the past week which was likely caused by the fact that I just didn't want to get out of bed (also maybe that I went to sleep late...), and that just caused me toget even more down. Today I started lusting and realized that if I don't post then it might get worse. I'm not depressed, just stuck in a bad mindset, I need to get a better perspective on my life.

I have an appointment to speak with my rebbi tonight, hopefully it will help me get back on track.

Thanks for all your support.

Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 26 Nov 2014 22:49 #244173

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We are here for you.
Keep us posted please
Thanks

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Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 28 Nov 2014 04:38 #244242

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I'm doing a lot better, and my positive outlook on life is largely back (even though I'm tired from getting up on time today). After I wrote my last post, I spoke to 9494 and bigmoish on the phone (thanks guys!) and later I spoke to my rebbi, and complained to him about life a bit. He mostly just listened and then offered sympathy.

I guess all I needed was a spoonful of sugar to make the medicine go down....

Have a good shabbos everyone.

Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 28 Nov 2014 20:08 #244273

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inastruggle wrote:
I'm doing a lot better, and my positive outlook on life is largely back (even though I'm tired from getting up on time today).

Maybe the positive outlook is partially because you got up on time today?
Keep it up.
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Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 28 Nov 2014 20:21 #244276

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how come you were all worked up about the matzav in Ferguson when you spoke to me?
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
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The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
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Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 30 Nov 2014 23:43 #244346

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Getting up on time,
A true nisayon indeed,
might make you feel good.

IT'S RIDICULOUS.
THE MATZAV IN FERGUSON.
INFURIATING.

Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 01 Dec 2014 21:06 #244376

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zayt ois az dee kenst nisht fargessen fin ferguson
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
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The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
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Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 02 Dec 2014 22:43 #244438

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For sanity to have a say
Everyone should
Revise their
Gullible
Unsought and underdeveloped opinions
Stop making every story involving a black about racism, get
Off the streets, and start act like adults.
Now, everybody, please making such a big deal about a cop killing someone in self defense.
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