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Re: My Journey (back to myself) 05 Mar 2013 01:13 #203012

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avinu shebashomayim,
avinu shebashomayim,
avinu shebashomayim,
SHE BA SHO MA YIM!

Re: My Journey (back to myself) 03 May 2013 17:45 #206536

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I've been away for a while, that's a GOOD thing (I haven't had internet). Challenges do come, but I like focusing on living in the "REAL world", there's nothing like it! (btw thanks Eli/RGT)

Gut Shabbos!
לב טהור ברא לי אלוקים
My essence is ALWAYS pure (no matter what I do)
ורוח נכון חדש בקירבי
But if I start slipping ... PLEASE return me to sanity

Re: My Journey (back to myself) 27 May 2013 22:51 #207783

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This thread quiet?
"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."

Re: My Journey (back to myself) 27 May 2013 22:59 #207785

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is it?

Re: My Journey (back to myself) 13 Jul 2013 01:44 #212044

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yes I've been quiet.
I had a fall, & now I'm back up to 40 days, b"H.
Gut G'benched Shabbos to all.

BTW to anyone who still remembers me, since I've become less active on the forum, I got (re)married b"H, to a wonderful lady.
Thank you everyone (or would that be anyone) who davened for me, I'm certain that your Tefilos helped!
לב טהור ברא לי אלוקים
My essence is ALWAYS pure (no matter what I do)
ורוח נכון חדש בקירבי
But if I start slipping ... PLEASE return me to sanity
Last Edit: 13 Jul 2013 01:54 by jjblue13. Reason: add more info

Re: My Journey (back to myself) 13 Jul 2013 02:08 #212045

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Mazel tov! That's great news. KUTGW and may you have a wonderful life together.
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
- General Grant


My story: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends

Re: My Journey (back to myself) 14 Jul 2013 00:47 #212052

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Mazal Tov!!!! You should be zoche to build a Bayis Ne'eman B'Yisrael!!!!
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I'm just a dude, another guy on this bus.
Have a great day, unless, of course, you made other plans. ~ obbormottel
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Re: My Journey (back to myself) 14 Jul 2013 05:42 #212057

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Mazel tov, may everything everyone else blessed you with come true (plus more)

Re: My Journey (back to myself) 14 Jul 2013 06:39 #212058

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Mazel Tov!

Re: My Journey (back to myself) 17 Jul 2013 07:29 #212338

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Mazel Tov!
"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."

Re: My Journey (back to myself) 17 Jul 2013 18:05 #212380

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Mazel Tov! you should be zocheh to build a bayis neeman and have much simcha venachas
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ

Re: My Journey (back to myself) 21 Aug 2013 07:29 #216727

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Day 80!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A few more days (or so it seemed )

As Rosh Hashana is apon us, I wish all a ksiva v'chasima tova & and a wonderful NEW year.

Thank you to all for your good wishes! And may we share many simchos together!
לב טהור ברא לי אלוקים
My essence is ALWAYS pure (no matter what I do)
ורוח נכון חדש בקירבי
But if I start slipping ... PLEASE return me to sanity

Re: My Journey (back to myself) 21 Aug 2013 07:35 #216728

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KUTGW!!! Ksiva Vachasima Tova and continued success in all things.
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
- General Grant


My story: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends

Re: My Journey (back to myself) 22 Aug 2013 18:43 #216856

Yossel,
I have read your history and cried with your challenges and celebrated your successes. I am so happy to read about your marriage. May you be aggressively chased by health, wealth, yddishe nachas, long life, happiness, and purity along with your new wife until 120.

I am so inspired by you as I am struggling terribly to rid myself of this unrelenting challenge. Posting here and connecting with people like you really help me stay connected with my sanity. When a thought to look at porn or engage in (insert any disgusting practice here)I ask myself, what did jjblue do when he was challenged, how did he overcome the urge and reach 90 Day? I imagine you standing right near me and showing me how you were able to grow over the challenge.
I keep on slipping down the ladder but i am still getting right back on each time. May you always be an inspiration to all around you.

Re: My Journey (back to myself) 23 Aug 2013 18:36 #217000

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jjblue guy!!! Hi there, partner!
"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."
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