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Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 08 Jun 2013 03:35 #208661

reallygettingthere Current streak: 72 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 759 Karma: 27	This week I was presented with new opportunities to fall, opportunities that I have never had before. Hashem gave me the strength to withstand. I can't go into details here. I am sure though that the outcome might have been very different if these challenges were presented to me 9 nine months ago. Just one more example how GYE saved my life. Good Shabbos Eli
	Roy in the SA White Book noted that we frequently prayed and it did not work...because the best we could muster was begging G-d to "Please take it away, so I will not have to give it up! No amount of sobriety can cure the insanity -ChaimCharlie The emmes hurts but fake chizzuk will hurt more -Bards Remember, best block, no be there - Mr. Miyagi

Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 10 Jun 2013 15:37 #208725

TehillimZugger OFFLINE Platinum Boarder לבד הנשמה הטהורה Posts: 2446 Karma: 34	one second- did you set up the leichters?
	?דער באשעפער לאווט מיך אייביג. וויפיל לאוו איך עהם My Creator loves me at all times. How great is my love for him?

Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 10 Jun 2013 21:32 #208765

reallygettingthere Current streak: 72 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 759 Karma: 27	yes. The challenges that I was referring to were on the previous days.
	Roy in the SA White Book noted that we frequently prayed and it did not work...because the best we could muster was begging G-d to "Please take it away, so I will not have to give it up! No amount of sobriety can cure the insanity -ChaimCharlie The emmes hurts but fake chizzuk will hurt more -Bards Remember, best block, no be there - Mr. Miyagi

Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 11 Jun 2013 00:47 #208797

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	Thanks for sharing the good stuff TZ, if setting up leichters helps, you can set it up on Tuesday too
	Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise ~Inna beshem ZS Give, Forgive ~Cordnoy The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting. ~TZ

Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 11 Jun 2013 01:03 #208801

reallygettingthere Current streak: 72 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 759 Karma: 27	ZemirosShabbos wrote: Thanks for sharing the good stuff TZ, if setting up leichters helps, you can set it up on Tuesday too I wonder what my kids would say if I did that? Kid: Uh, Totty... what. are. you. doing? (head slightly tilted)uh, like, today is Tuesday... What's next? Gefilte fish and some Woodford?
	Roy in the SA White Book noted that we frequently prayed and it did not work...because the best we could muster was begging G-d to "Please take it away, so I will not have to give it up! No amount of sobriety can cure the insanity -ChaimCharlie The emmes hurts but fake chizzuk will hurt more -Bards Remember, best block, no be there - Mr. Miyagi

Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 11 Jun 2013 11:40 #208823

TehillimZugger OFFLINE Platinum Boarder לבד הנשמה הטהורה Posts: 2446 Karma: 34	ZemirosShabbos wrote: Thanks for sharing the good stuff TZ, if setting up leichters helps, you can set it up on Tuesday too In our shtub- the Rabbi sets up the leichters, he gets up on a chair and Faiga Perel helps him- I try not to be there.
	?דער באשעפער לאווט מיך אייביג. וויפיל לאוו איך עהם My Creator loves me at all times. How great is my love for him?

Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 11 Jun 2013 13:21 #208831

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Can you go into details with anyone at all about the challenges? If the change in you since using GYE was due to your opening up a bit....then maybe relying on that change is sitting on laurels. More of the same thing that got you here may be a better approach - but keeping your safety and anonymity is certainly important, so be careful for sure.

Is it comfy to do that, or do they have thorns? I have always wondered that...

"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."

Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 11 Jun 2013 20:08 #208903

reallygettingthere Current streak: 72 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 759 Karma: 27	Thanks Dov. I did speak it over with someone.
	Roy in the SA White Book noted that we frequently prayed and it did not work...because the best we could muster was begging G-d to "Please take it away, so I will not have to give it up! No amount of sobriety can cure the insanity -ChaimCharlie The emmes hurts but fake chizzuk will hurt more -Bards Remember, best block, no be there - Mr. Miyagi

Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 11 Jun 2013 21:00 #208914

Dov OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 1960 Karma: 383	Sweet.
	"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."

Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 14 Jun 2013 19:43 #209324

reallygettingthere Current streak: 72 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 759 Karma: 27	Leichter time! Which means.... I'm not porning
	Roy in the SA White Book noted that we frequently prayed and it did not work...because the best we could muster was begging G-d to "Please take it away, so I will not have to give it up! No amount of sobriety can cure the insanity -ChaimCharlie The emmes hurts but fake chizzuk will hurt more -Bards Remember, best block, no be there - Mr. Miyagi

Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 14 Jun 2013 20:32 #209336

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May the light of Shabbos illuminate your world!

!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל

"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
- General Grant

My story: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends

Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 14 Jun 2013 20:40 #209339

reallygettingthere Current streak: 72 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 759 Karma: 27	Amen just thought I would share this picture
	Roy in the SA White Book noted that we frequently prayed and it did not work...because the best we could muster was begging G-d to "Please take it away, so I will not have to give it up! No amount of sobriety can cure the insanity -ChaimCharlie The emmes hurts but fake chizzuk will hurt more -Bards Remember, best block, no be there - Mr. Miyagi

Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 16 Jun 2013 15:49 #209420

TehillimZugger OFFLINE Platinum Boarder לבד הנשמה הטהורה Posts: 2446 Karma: 34	reallygettingthere wrote: Amen just thought I would share this picture guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends?limit=15&start=495#208480
	?דער באשעפער לאווט מיך אייביג. וויפיל לאוו איך עהם My Creator loves me at all times. How great is my love for him?

Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 21 Jun 2013 16:53 #209956

Dov OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 1960 Karma: 383	Wow, that was inspirational, thanks!
	"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."

Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 21 Jun 2013 20:58 #209994

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Leichter done.

That's one more Friday morning that I did not masturbate.

I think I'm gonna change my profile picture.

Roy in the SA White Book noted that we frequently prayed and it did not work...because the best we could muster was begging G-d to "Please take it away, so I will not have to give it up!

No amount of sobriety can cure the insanity -ChaimCharlie

The emmes hurts but fake chizzuk will hurt more -Bards

Remember, best block, no be there - Mr. Miyagi

Last Edit: 21 Jun 2013 20:58 by reallygettingthere.