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Re: Ba Bada Ba....Ba ba bah ba beh ba 05 Dec 2011 21:14 #127764

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A true talmid of the Rebbe Shlit'a (may he return soon....)

Keep up the positive attitude and Keep On Trucking!

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!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


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"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
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Re: Ba Bada Ba....Ba ba bah ba beh ba 05 Dec 2011 21:48 #127765

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AAAAAAaaaaaaaaaa

i can hear my yetzer telling me to just fall again today....

trying to keep busy and social
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Re: Ba Bada Ba....Ba ba bah ba beh ba 05 Dec 2011 21:56 #127766

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Yeah, he's telling you, "you blew the day anyways, may as well enjoy it". Don't listen to that slimy b******d!

Every hour, every minute that you resist is precious.

KEEP ON TRUCKING!!!!!

Gevura!
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
- General Grant


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Re: Ba Bada Ba....Ba ba bah ba beh ba 06 Dec 2011 19:31 #127851

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k picking myself back up. ended up sitting in my room last night watching the entire trilogy of the godfather......

numbing

trying to keep my calm but just getting upset at how poorly i've been acting and how i feel irresponsible. acting out has always been my way of coping with this stress. just needing a better replacement.

gonna try and workout today. caught up on my sleep also
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Re: Ba Bada Ba....Ba ba bah ba beh ba 06 Dec 2011 20:03 #127853

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I find that watching a good normal movie sometimes, is not bad for me, after all I can't give up all. It's enough that I am workin crazy hard on this issues.
Keep coming back, it works if you work it, so work it, you're worth it.
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Re: Ba Bada Ba....Ba ba bah ba beh ba 06 Dec 2011 21:32 #127865

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fell-shmell, keep on trucking.
You seem to have good attitude about your 11 clean days always being there for you. They didn't disappear. You will always have them.
Hatzlocho.
Baby steps.
If the road is pulling you down, it's a sign that you are going uphill, so just press harder on the gas!

Have a great day - unless, of course, you made other plans.
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Re: Ba Bada Ba....Ba ba bah ba beh ba 06 Dec 2011 23:55 #127901

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aaaaa

part of me really hates myself and who i've become. this is not how i expected my life to turn out. looking for real change. hard to shock myself into it when i've com to accept eating garbage for so long
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Re: Ba Bada Ba....Ba ba bah ba beh ba 07 Dec 2011 05:53 #127909

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Confidence- I don't hold myself an advice giver- (unless we're talking about cholent recipes) but maybe try doing something silly. For me pressure is deadly. You ARE serious and trying for real to recover. Looks like this was delayed reaction to your fall. Maybe rename your thread some other sound... How aboit a-whomp bop a loobop a whomp bam boom! (Tuity fruity...)
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Re: Ba Bada Ba....Ba ba bah ba beh ba 10 Dec 2011 23:06 #128269

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i didn't know you could rename it.....how would i do that?
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Re: Ba Bada Ba....Ba ba bah ba beh ba 12 Dec 2011 09:07 #128338

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Confidence wrote on 10 Dec 2011 23:06:

i didn't know you could rename it.....how would i do that?


It involves a Rabbi and something like giving your thread an Aliyah in Shul.

--Elyah
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Re: Ba Bada Ba....Ba ba bah ba beh ba 13 Dec 2011 03:32 #128404

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Just go to yoyr first post I think and hit modfiy. Then change the topic.
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Re: Ba Bada Ba....Ba ba bah ba beh ba 13 Dec 2011 07:45 #128409

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Nice change Confindence.
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Re: Mines of my mind... 16 Dec 2011 08:17 #128622

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How are you doing, Confidence?

--Elyah
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Re: Mines of my mind... 16 Dec 2011 22:53 #128657

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It seems a long time since your last positive report. Praying for you, my friend.
Gut SHabbos and a gut yom tov!
L'shono toivo b'darchei hachassidus ub'limud hachassidus tikoseiv vetechoseim!
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Baby steps.
If the road is pulling you down, it's a sign that you are going uphill, so just press harder on the gas!

Have a great day - unless, of course, you made other plans.
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Re: Mines of my mind... 18 Dec 2011 03:41 #128670

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A geashmake gestalzemfliggen confidence
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