Oh yeh!

  Email YosefHatzaddik, also SA itself should help you get in touch with them.

I got in touch with a few people that were very helpful. Thank You.

i there is any one who is waiting to sponsor, i would be the sponsee, i think it would be good or me and help me pull thru.

or maybe this started so long ago that no one is ecsited about it any more:(...

I'll do it, Mendel. $90 for 90 days.
Please refer to page 1 of this thread for your side.
Hatzlocha!
Alex

ur serious?
i cant believe it!

I am so thankful to you, alex, for doing this for me. In fact I still sort of can't believe that I finaly have some motivation to actualy pull thru... Unrolled now i could just fall out of not having any reason not to, after my neshomo has been so desensitized  by continued and constant  feeding my yetzer hora... Now I feel like i have a responsibility to someone for my actions...


So how do we have to do to make this official?

mendel 770 wrote on 09 Apr 2012 03:18:

YOU have to stay clean for 90 days, and then Alexeliezer has to pay $90 to GYE.

You have to have some plan of recovery.  List out what you are doing, daily, to keep yourself sober.  It would be a good idea to post it here, too.  Perhaps send it to GUARD for review first, to make sure it's realistic--sufficient without going overboard on anything.

And I'll add--keep watch of you perceptions and motives.  Not just, "I'm going to the computer to look at p*rn, so I guess I better not look at the computer."  But also, "I'm surfing the sports news (or whatever) on the internet because I'm bored.  That's not a healthy state to be in."  It's the more subtle emotions--restlesness, irritability, and discontent (really stemming from fears and resentments) which, if left to fester long enough, will drive us to act out.  Keep tabs on those, and keep in a healthy place, emotionally, as best as you can.  This little bit of info has lead to a big part of my recovery.

Good luck.

--Elyah

does it alert when posting full???

test 3 -567

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Will I still get a sponsor if I post to this?!?!?!?

i think me and you should do it together, but my problem, (which really is the greatest sollution!!),is that i dont have internet accsess during yeshiva, because i stay in a dorm where internet is forbiden, thank g-d and the hanholo, so, b'meileh, i can not update every week, only once in 2 weeks when i go home.

does anyone have a sollution?

I would like a sponsor.

Just dont have the time to provide the details right now.

Ill log in later to post my details.

Thanks guys