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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 26 Oct 2011 05:59 #122739

Back on Track

Tnx for the encouragemnt. It means a lot to me because.... Frankly qho the he*l else would care abt wen the last time I m* or looked p* but gye guys.

I'm jist scared as hell bc it seems like at every step I can slip right bacl to acting out daily. On the one hand I have time under my belt. On the other I'm nowhere and never will be "normal or healthy"

Thanks again guys. Loads... Helps me realize I am doing something worthwhile here.

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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 26 Oct 2011 09:24 #122771

Jackabbey Current streak: 3 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 835 Karma: 0	do you have a grandiase plan to fix the world?
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 26 Oct 2011 11:04 #122778

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Back on Track wrote on 26 Oct 2011 05:59:

Tnx for the encouragemnt. It means a lot to me because.... Frankly qho the he*l else would care abt wen the last time I m* or looked p* but gye guys.
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And Hashem....but when did that ever stop us? Halevai Sheyihyeh Morah Shomayim K'Morah Bosor Vadam.

KOMT!!!!

Gevura!

!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל

"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
- General Grant

My story: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends

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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 30 Oct 2011 01:46 #123292

Back on Track	Right. That's true. Shmeichel... No. I don't have any such plan. I used to believe I was here to do that. And had some grand ideas abt what isupertzadik things I would do... But now I realize I'm here to just stop viewing p* and m*.
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 30 Oct 2011 13:52 #123333

Jackabbey Current streak: 3 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 835 Karma: 0	you dont see the power of a candle in the bright daylight, only in the darkness of the night thats when you reveal its lighting power
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 31 Oct 2011 02:47 #123411

Back on Track	U also don't see those funny glow in the dark decals I have on my cieling in the day either
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 31 Oct 2011 18:07 #123500

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	or the tomato splats on the walls
	Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise ~Inna beshem ZS Give, Forgive ~Cordnoy The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting. ~TZ Last Edit: by .

Re: Back on Track's trekking along 01 Nov 2011 00:54 #123615

Back on Track	Quite the opposite actually. At the bot headquarters ALL u see is the splats.... Very little untouched wall leftover... Oh well. Komt.
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 01 Nov 2011 17:52 #123734

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	hey BOT, hi dats it (meet me at Binyamin Moorewitz's store and we can choose new paint colors for the HQ)
	Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise ~Inna beshem ZS Give, Forgive ~Cordnoy The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting. ~TZ Last Edit: by .

Re: Back on Track's trekking along 02 Nov 2011 01:22 #123804

Back on Track	remonds me of one of my favorite lines on GYE.... you know you are on gye for a while when you call your friends to say hi and then just hang up.... :p
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 02 Nov 2011 04:07 #123815

Back on Track	Really ruf night. I had a very tense experience in a big situation that I am trying to negotiate. I am trying my best to handle it. I am sober. Bh. This could only be worse if I act out. I am feeling some desire to act out. But I am going to reach out personally to some sobriety buddies to help me get through it.
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 02 Nov 2011 04:12 #123817

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	Hi BOT, not hanging up so quick this time. i feel for you, sounds like you are in a tough spot. ashrecha that you are not falling for the cheap poison and you are reaching out. hang tight and i am gonna say a quick tefila for you. בידידידות zs
	Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise ~Inna beshem ZS Give, Forgive ~Cordnoy The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting. ~TZ Last Edit: by .

Re: Back on Track's trekking along 02 Nov 2011 04:14 #123820

Back on Track	Thank you so much zs. That is really means a lot to me.
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 02 Nov 2011 04:25 #123821

ur-a-jew Current streak: 1087 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1717 Karma: 57	Looking at the drop from the door of that truck to the ground i would be pretty scared to attempt leaving the truck. Hang in their buddy, the best is yet to come. Wishing you a sober night.
	Help free Sholom Rubashkin by giving him the zechus of Shemiras Eiynayim. www.guardyoureyes.org/forum/index.php?topic=2809.0 Last Edit: by .

Re: Back on Track's trekking along 02 Nov 2011 05:01 #123824

obormottel OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1440 Karma: 6	How's it hanging?
	Baby steps. If the road is pulling you down, it's a sign that you are going uphill, so just press harder on the gas! Have a great day - unless, of course, you made other plans. Last Edit: by .