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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 25 Oct 2012 15:41 #146656

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Mushchayhu [awesome word! sounds like a chabad female] L'Beis HaMedrash guys!
Let's start a campaign to bring Dov into beis medrash! Shteebs, you start a new thread, BB doesn't like when we hijack his.
?דער באשעפער לאווט מיך אייביג. וויפיל לאוו איך עהם
My Creator loves me at all times. How great is my love for him?

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 25 Oct 2012 17:13 #146670

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where do you want it?
what should i call it?
do you want fries with that?

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 25 Oct 2012 21:51 #146719

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TehillimZugger wrote on 25 Oct 2012 15:41:

Mushchayhu [awesome word! sounds like a chabad female] L'Beis HaMedrash guys!
Let's start a campaign to bring Dov into beis medrash! Shteebs, you start a new thread, BB doesn't like when we hijack his.


Thank you, Tehillim Zugger. The last thing I need is some Chabad girl hijacking my thread even if she is dressed betznius.
The Blind Beggar is a character in Rebbe Nachman's story of the Seven Beggars.
If I view a woman as an object, I am powerless over lust, but I don't have to look.
I can guard my eyes.
I want to guard my eyes.
I do guard my eyes.
Why do I say these four lines?

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 14 Nov 2012 07:39 #147847

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I have not masturbated for six hundred days and I am humbly saying thank you to all of you in GYE and to SA and thank You to Hashem because I did not and could not do that by myself.
The Blind Beggar is a character in Rebbe Nachman's story of the Seven Beggars.
If I view a woman as an object, I am powerless over lust, but I don't have to look.
I can guard my eyes.
I want to guard my eyes.
I do guard my eyes.
Why do I say these four lines?

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 15 Nov 2012 03:39 #147932

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A geshmakeh big old hug to you, my BB friend! Having met you brings this simchah to a new level!
"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 15 Nov 2012 04:04 #147933

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Blind wrote on 14 Nov 2012 07:39:

I have not masturbated for six hundred days and I am humbly saying thank you to all of you in GYE and to SA and thank You to Hashem because I did not and could not do that by myself.


mamash awesome! Mechayil el choyil.

Eli

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 15 Nov 2012 17:12 #147980

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Can we do Copy Paste from your 600 days to our 600?....


Wow! Great job!!!!

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 16 Nov 2012 15:33 #148040

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KUTGW BB!

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 19 Nov 2012 21:17 #148197

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It is true that I have not masturbated for 605 days but I have not given up on looking at the images of women on the Internet. I have been on the Chart for 96 days and for 221 days (both a long time ago). It is time to use this thread for getting back on the Wall of Honor for the 3rd time.
Tomorrow will be day 1, be'ezras Hashem.
The Blind Beggar is a character in Rebbe Nachman's story of the Seven Beggars.
If I view a woman as an object, I am powerless over lust, but I don't have to look.
I can guard my eyes.
I want to guard my eyes.
I do guard my eyes.
Why do I say these four lines?

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 20 Nov 2012 09:09 #148221

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Day number 1 (in binary, octal, decimal, duodecimal, and hexadecimal). By myself on the computer with no pressing work to do. I would love to look at some of the schmutz I can get past K9, but not today.
The Blind Beggar is a character in Rebbe Nachman's story of the Seven Beggars.
If I view a woman as an object, I am powerless over lust, but I don't have to look.
I can guard my eyes.
I want to guard my eyes.
I do guard my eyes.
Why do I say these four lines?

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 20 Nov 2012 10:04 #148222

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sweet!
"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 20 Nov 2012 15:26 #148228

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Mazal Tov BB!
i found it too easy to get around k9. Before and since getting some of my head on straight, i have found accountability software to be a potent tool in recovery. Every place i go on the computer is recorded and sent to my partner. At moments when i would gladly sneak a peek at something, anything, the report helps me turn away. If only we feared HASHEM as we do people.
BTW, GYE shows up on the negative list because of the subject matter. My partner understands. He said he once "got in trouble" because he ordered chicken thighs from some on-line source and it showed up on his report.
Continued Hatzlacha in all things GOOD!
chaimyakov

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 20 Nov 2012 17:39 #148234

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chaimyakov wrote on 20 Nov 2012 15:26:

If only we feared HASHEM as we do people.


Hey, that's so true.

http://www.guardyoureyes.org/forum/index.php?topic=5359.msg141317#msg141317

Have fun...
"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 21 Nov 2012 06:45 #148262

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And it was morning, and it was evening (that's how the chart works) day one.
The Blind Beggar is a character in Rebbe Nachman's story of the Seven Beggars.
If I view a woman as an object, I am powerless over lust, but I don't have to look.
I can guard my eyes.
I want to guard my eyes.
I do guard my eyes.
Why do I say these four lines?

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 21 Nov 2012 21:14 #148295

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On the second day I saw some naughty things but I did not dwell on them.
The Blind Beggar is a character in Rebbe Nachman's story of the Seven Beggars.
If I view a woman as an object, I am powerless over lust, but I don't have to look.
I can guard my eyes.
I want to guard my eyes.
I do guard my eyes.
Why do I say these four lines?
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