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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 31 Aug 2011 16:52 #117130

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Just wanted to drop by and say hello - sounds like you're doing well!
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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 01 Sep 2011 05:06 #117214

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Hello everyone,


  Be'ezras Hashem, I have not read erotica on the Internet for 43 days and I have not been motzei zera levatola for 160 days. A year ago I would not have thought this was possible. Thank you everyone here in GYE for helping me achieve the impossible.
The Blind Beggar is a character in Rebbe Nachman's story of the Seven Beggars.
If I view a woman as an object, I am powerless over lust, but I don't have to look.
I can guard my eyes.
I want to guard my eyes.
I do guard my eyes.
Why do I say these four lines?
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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 01 Sep 2011 12:04 #117226

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To read such a post is the real visual pleasue no porn comes close to a yid struggling.
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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 01 Sep 2011 13:02 #117229

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That must feel fantastic!

I wonder if that's part of what life is about - realizing that many of the things that seem impossible are not.
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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 01 Sep 2011 16:14 #117257

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great to hear the good stuff rebbe BB!

are you gonna make a separate count for Ledovid hashem Ori Veyishi?
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 01 Sep 2011 21:16 #117328

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Hi BB, Just stopping by.  You continue to inspire me.  Strong like an oak!  Thanks
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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 11 Sep 2011 05:42 #118383

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Nu, Where's my BB?  Come tell me you're still trucking, no matter what.  Kol Tov.
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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 11 Sep 2011 17:09 #118456

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Still driving my lorry.
53 days since I read schmutz. For the first time in my entire life I have gone 170 days (nearly 6 months) without being motzei z"l!
It feels great to have so much distance between me and the filth even though it is still there below the surface.
The Blind Beggar is a character in Rebbe Nachman's story of the Seven Beggars.
If I view a woman as an object, I am powerless over lust, but I don't have to look.
I can guard my eyes.
I want to guard my eyes.
I do guard my eyes.
Why do I say these four lines?
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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 11 Sep 2011 17:17 #118458

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yallla yallla yalili!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

keep on lorrying!
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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 13 Sep 2011 02:08 #118665

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It is a great feeling - it's like finally being able to take a breath of fresh air...
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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 13 Sep 2011 16:23 #118728

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It's so nice when the room we are standing in all the time actually doesn't stink, isn't it?

Lechayim, chabibi! And smell the roses with us every now and then between kretchmers. 

"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."
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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 13 Sep 2011 20:31 #118788

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Thank you everyone. I have been on this Forum for a year and 2 days, from 13th Elul 5770. I have 362 cumulative days on the chart and I have never been clean for 172 consecutive days ever.


I went to Bnei Braq today to see a man, not to look at the women. I can just look at the ground.   I do guard my eyes. :D  I am guarding my eyes.  ;D I am looking at the ground.  :D I love to guard my eyes. ;D ;D  Wow! Look at the legs of that girl in the mini-skirt!! Ribono Shel Olam I am powerless over lust. Only You can help me. Hashem, help me find in you the excitement I would want to find in that girl's legs. She passed, back to looking at the ground. I'm OK.   I do guard my eyes........
The Blind Beggar is a character in Rebbe Nachman's story of the Seven Beggars.
If I view a woman as an object, I am powerless over lust, but I don't have to look.
I can guard my eyes.
I want to guard my eyes.
I do guard my eyes.
Why do I say these four lines?
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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 13 Sep 2011 20:51 #118794

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Mazel Tov rebbe BB!

we are all the better for having you here

שתלך מחיל אל חיל
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 13 Sep 2011 21:05 #118806

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גהינם של שלג, בגימטריא, תשע"א
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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 13 Sep 2011 21:06 #118808

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That was last winter, what's the forecast for next year?
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"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
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