I'm 2 days away from 30, bh for the most part I feel it's going easy (don't want to let my guard down) my plan right now is to try to copy others on the forums and try to post somewhat regularly and get to meet real people. I'm clearly not as proactive as others in either area but those are my plans for now. 

I appreciate the support

Good morming! Keep on going have a great day and much hatLocho!
You are the best! A soldier of Hashem!

I am trying to post regularly and sometimes will just be a thought. 

In today's Tanya Perek 26 begins that just as it is in a physical war/fight if one opponent is lazy and depressed he will be easily overcome, so to in the spiritual battle against the YH he can't win with depression rather with simcha.

Not easy when we're in a bad mood but good thing to keep in mind.

Hi all who read this, I officially reached 30 days it's not major and I've done I in the past but this time there are differences. My attitude was a fight against last so I was much more careful of where I'm looking everywhere and anywhere, I also am telling myself this can't happen again and I'm trying to be honest with others and post on the forum.
I got alot of inspiration from other threads and I hope to continue on and on.

I learned an very interesting sicha tonight, a siyum on meseches bava basra. Chelek 26 Mishpotim 1
The Gemara speaks about a guarantor after the fact and uses as a example of a lender choking a borrower and a 3rd person passes by and says leave him and I will pay the debt and there's a machlokes whether that is enough. The Rebbe explains that the Golus (read struggle) is choking us and Hashem I the guarantor, we just need to demand that Hashem see our pain.

Hey just wanted to update that I'm still here, Thursday night could have been bad my wife wasn't around but bh I behaved.