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Re: scared from the urge to come 06 Feb 2024 18:34 #408360

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crispy wrote on 06 Feb 2024 18:19:
I fell again after 38 days.
I do not feel anything like sadness etc
My feelings are numb.

Facts don't care about your feelings.

And the facts say that YOU WERE CLEAN FOR 38 DAYS!!!!
And you'll NEVER lose that!!

YIPPEEDOO!

Youve proven to yourself what you can do. 
May you slide down the banister of happiness and get many splinters of success up your career

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Re: scared from the urge to come 06 Feb 2024 18:35 #408361

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crispy wrote on 06 Feb 2024 18:19:
I fell again after 38 days.
I do not feel anything like sadness etc
My feelings are numb.

Sorry to hear about the fall.
Maybe share the details of what lead up to the fall so we can try to figure out how to try to prevent it in the future. 

In the army, when they would want to test a great soldier to see if he's fit to be a general, they would put him on a wild horse that was impossible not be thrown off of. Although no one could stay on that horse, the test was only to see how fast he would get back up after he was brutally thrown down and wounded.
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Re: scared from the urge to come 25 Feb 2024 19:12 #409084

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Sorry for letting you guys hanging with nothing. something happened in my life that keeps me extreemly busy and I dont have time to write.
but the good news is that I dont have time to fall as well.

Re: scared from the urge to come 06 Mar 2024 04:06 #409598

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I baught a special dinner for hitting 30 days again.

Re: scared from the urge to come 06 Mar 2024 04:14 #409601

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Crispy Beef?
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


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"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
- General Grant


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Re: scared from the urge to come 26 Mar 2024 21:56 #410739

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How ya doin' over there Crispy?
My Thread

"A sober day is a good day."

Re: scared from the urge to come 27 Mar 2024 15:26 #410780

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Thanks for asking!
I am B"H doing very very good.
I am clean for 50 days, and things are getting much better.
I am posting more on my other thred in the balei batim forum.
THANKS!

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