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Re: Make it to Yeshiva 19 Dec 2022 05:17 #389654

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Re: Make it to Yeshiva 19 Dec 2022 05:21 #389655

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YeshivaGuy wrote on 19 Dec 2022 05:00:

Coming back to my room now I feel rejected/aggravated so wanna take it out with bad vids/masterbating.
It’s stupid. I’m stupid.

You arent stupid my friend. im sorry you feel you are though. Why do you feel your stupid?

I'm sick of the Un-scientific approach of today's medical and social environment.
we will never heal and become a better society unless we realize that all people are addicts. Any thing we do that we aren't interested in is "addiction" and medicine doesn't fix addictions.

Pain causes addiction and medicine cant fix pain.

Unless we heal our pain, and become truama conscious so as not to cause others pain, we will never be living in a functioning human society.

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 19 Dec 2022 05:21 #389656

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YeshivaGuy wrote on 19 Dec 2022 05:17:

Geshmak! wrote on 19 Dec 2022 05:15:

YeshivaGuy wrote on 19 Dec 2022 05:10:

Markz wrote on 19 Dec 2022 05:04:

YeshivaGuy wrote on 19 Dec 2022 05:00:

You got everything going for you and everything right besides for the last 2 words, which I herby hand in my unequivocally vehement disagreement!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have everything going for me?
What is the everything and going for me or against me? Whose side are you on here?

Lol! I’m on your side buddy!! Come have a sleepover with me…

Super creepy thing to say. Don’t say that thanks.

Ouch

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 19 Dec 2022 05:24 #389657

geshmak! OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 463 Karma: 16	I’m sorry… btw I posted beautiful story in the thread my story being honest… it to long to retype but please go check it out there it’s amazing!! gn
	Guys the only way were really gonna get help is with H’s help so we gotta beg him for help and he sure will help us cause he wants us helped!! CRY TO HIM!! https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/2-What-Works-for-Me/387630-Powerful!#387630 Feel free to pm me!

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 19 Dec 2022 05:44 #389658

yeshivaguy Current streak: 6 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1493 Karma: 148	Geshmak! wrote on 19 Dec 2022 05:24: I’m sorry… btw I posted beautiful story in the thread my story being honest… it to long to retype but please go check it out there it’s amazing!! gn Well it’s not too late to delete ur old post. And pardon my cynicism, if the story inhances your avoda then great, I personally don’t buy it.

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 19 Dec 2022 07:12 #389667

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YeshivaGuy wrote on 19 Dec 2022 05:00:

Fam friends at our house for this week.
In past (including month and half ago) the daughter and I had a “thing,” like staying up late shmuzing for a long long time.
Tonight didn’t seem too interested, though first night here.
Also she opted to sleep@neighbors house with her sister than at ours (though prob cuz younger sis was scared to be alone) so self conscious.
Coming back to my room now I feel rejected/aggravated so wanna take it out with bad vids/masterbating.
It’s stupid. I’m stupid.

Rabboisai, I am funny.
Maybe not so much here on the forum but b’chlall I dabble in inyanei tzchoyk v’yaldus. A shtikl comedic genius as they say.
Prob is I get all these prust jokes in my head and say them a bunch, issue is that I’m supposedly a bit frummer than that, it’s hard though cuz I’m a Gaon in humor.
Ik I can use such kochos without tuma it’s hard though, and I feel so stupid seeing prust jokes associated with me when someone says “that’s something yeshivaguy would say”

First , I’m sorry for the pain you’re dealing with currently ,I pray for you to have menucjas Hanefesh.
Regarding comedy, there is takeh a dearth of kosher material. Perhaps you can utilize this talent towards creating new content? It can be fulfilling,lucrative, and , beneficial to others seeking kosher content.

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Re: Make it to Yeshiva 19 Dec 2022 12:11 #389671

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YeshivaGuy wrote on 19 Dec 2022 05:44:

Geshmak! wrote on 19 Dec 2022 05:24:

I’m sorry…
btw I posted beautiful story in the thread my story being honest…
it to long to retype but please go check it out there it’s amazing!!
gn

Well it’s not too late to delete ur old post.
And pardon my cynicism, if the story inhances your avoda then great, I personally don’t buy it.

Sure thing… I deleted it. I just can’t delete the ones that have quotes on it.
and abt story I love it!!! Sorry that you don’t buy it ( I wasn’t selling it but ok…)
good luck!!

Guys the only way were really gonna get help is with H’s help so we gotta beg him for help and he sure will help us cause he wants us helped!!
CRY TO HIM!!
https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/2-What-Works-for-Me/387630-Powerful!#387630

Feel free to pm me!

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 19 Dec 2022 13:19 #389674

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Geshmak! wrote on 19 Dec 2022 12:11:

YeshivaGuy wrote on 19 Dec 2022 05:44:

Geshmak! wrote on 19 Dec 2022 05:24:

I’m sorry…
btw I posted beautiful story in the thread my story being honest…
it to long to retype but please go check it out there it’s amazing!!
gn

Well it’s not too late to delete ur old post.
And pardon my cynicism, if the story inhances your avoda then great, I personally don’t buy it.

Sure thing… I deleted it. I just can’t delete the ones that have quotes on it.
and abt story I love it!!! Sorry that you don’t buy it ( I wasn’t selling it but ok…)
good luck!!

Awesome shkoyach.
I deleted my sharp response in kind.
People are different, glad you find what works for you.

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 21 Dec 2022 03:54 #389823

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Re: Make it to Yeshiva 22 Dec 2022 11:18 #389894

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Re: Make it to Yeshiva 22 Dec 2022 16:33 #389903

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Re: Make it to Yeshiva 22 Dec 2022 21:22 #389921

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Big Shaila: So as I had mentioned, we’ve had this family over at our house with the girl I’ve had a “shakla v’tarya” with for awhile.
The girl leaves tonight. We had a shmuze last night etc and been hard getting over her leaving it, managed to not be nichshal last night though with bad vids etc cuz of it.

Her and her sister are at my house right now for 3’ish hours then leaving.
I just finished work and can go back right now saying I gotta light candles b’zman which is true. But I’ll have a solid few hours to sit and shmuze with the girl and I 100% will, bli safeik.
Personaly, I only would avoid wit since it can get me to watch porn.

So should I procrastinate and let the time run out so they’ll leave and we won’t get our last goodbye? Or do I light b’zman and sit by the candles with the girl like we did last night (felt amazing tbh)?

Gotta know asap, make your voices heard!

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 22 Dec 2022 21:25 #389922

eerie Current streak: 822 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1569	Hi, YG! I read through some of your stuff, amazed that you hold strong through it all. I think you really know on your own what's the right way about this, and that is that you should do whatever you could to avoid her. Now and in the future. Stay strong my friend!
	Feel free to say hi. My email is 1gimpelovitz@gmail.com Last Edit: 22 Dec 2022 21:29 by eerie.

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 22 Dec 2022 21:37 #389924

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YeshivaGuy wrote on 22 Dec 2022 21:22:

You're amazing for being so open and honest.
My humble opinion: procrastinate and let the time run out so they’ll leave and you won’t get your last goodbye - may Hashem help you do what's right.

"If I am not for myself, who will be for me? But if I am only for myself, who am I? If not now, when?"
feel free to reach out @ ahavayirah@gmail.com

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 22 Dec 2022 21:47 #389925

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YeshivaGuy wrote on 22 Dec 2022 21:22:

Some may say in the name of Dov that conquerin' addiction is similar to pikuach nefesh and has those gedarim. There are those who disagree. My opinion is that even Dov's halachos apply only when one is in full blown active recovery, and a serious fall would derail him. Are you in that stage? If not, you have a mitzvah before you, do that, and may God or the mitzvah protect you from the blonde, blue-eyes twins.

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