Welcome!  You took a very important step coming here.  What is the plan now?  Check out some of the links in my signature.  Especially dov quotes and dr sorotzkin.  Also,  read the handbook and keep posting. 

gibbor120 wrote on 09 Jan 2018 14:51:

The plan is now to carry on trying to do the 90 day challenge and ive been speaking to a lot of great people on here and by email and they have suggested to me some very good ideas and a good listening ear 

Great!  The 90 days is just a jump start, not a solution.  Keep working on it.

IM GRATEFUL TO MY LOVING FATHER, FOR PROTECTING ME AND KEEPING ME SOBER EVEN IN MY WILDEST MOMENTS,THIS PAST WEEKEND.
I was legit crying when i thought about it the next day, realizing how much god loves me by protecting me last night, by making sure i dont act out, how ever wild i went and belive me it was wild, with absolutely no control whats so ever, lust had me gripped. I have not cried in years. It was the realization that only a power greater them myself can still control me and protect me, even if i am unaware and at that moment want to do stupid things. this wasnt just any normal slip, this is one crazy powerless slip and only someone who is greater then me, can still protect me from doing anything without me even knowing.
Thank you 

That's great!Let's pray that HE keeps it up, while you continue yours.And next time, perhaps, you can invite this chap here please; I could use a wild party.God speed!