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TOPIC: my problems 28920 Views

Re: my problems 05 Apr 2017 09:40 #310216

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Sorry to hear, Mike.

Many times I wake up wanting to book a date with my disease.
"Vegeta, what does the scouter say about his sobriety level?"
"... It's over NINE-ZEROOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!"

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Re: my problems 05 Apr 2017 13:07 #310221

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Singularity wrote on 05 Apr 2017 09:40:
Sorry to hear, Mike.

Many times I wake up wanting to book a date with my disease.

#callmeanyanytimecallme
I'm all about that (substantial) bass, no trouble ....

Re: my problems 05 Apr 2017 13:44 #310226

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Trouble wrote on 05 Apr 2017 13:07:

Singularity wrote on 05 Apr 2017 09:40:
Sorry to hear, Mike.

Many times I wake up wanting to book a date with my disease.

#callmeanyanytimecallme

You need to change your hair color for that one.
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל

And every day that you want to waste, that you want to waste, you can
And every day that you want to wake up, that you want to wake, you can
And every day that you want to change, that you want to change, yeah
I'll help you see it through...

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Re: my problems 05 Apr 2017 18:33 #310273

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i went to bed early and woke up in middle of the night at which time i couldn't call anyone
i called a friend/mentor from here he helped me tonz (you know who you are)
thanx for the reply and for being in touch
Formerly mikestruggling I just bought a truck. l hang out in the trailer and G-d drives. 
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Re: my problems 05 Apr 2017 18:34 #310274

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Singularity wrote on 05 Apr 2017 09:40:
Sorry to hear, Mike.

Many times I wake up wanting to book a date with my disease.

what works for you
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Re: my problems 06 Apr 2017 00:47 #310303

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it was a rough two days but bh were holding where we are things should pick up from here at least slighly

btw i apologize for all the short post i share this computer with my wife and whenever i'm home she usualy is and this is all behind her back (still leading a life of deception... ...better than other deception)
Formerly mikestruggling I just bought a truck. l hang out in the trailer and G-d drives. 
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Re: my problems 06 Apr 2017 11:22 #310326

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Happy things are straightening out for you. Keep it up. You can do it.
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Re: my problems 06 Apr 2017 12:23 #310327

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mikestruggling wrote on 06 Apr 2017 00:47:
it was a rough two days but bh were holding where we are things should pick up from here at least slighly

btw i apologize for all the short post i share this computer with my wife and whenever i'm home she usualy is and this is all behind her back (still leading a life of deception... ...better than other deception)

ODAAT

One Deception At a Time

Make your choice
"Vegeta, what does the scouter say about his sobriety level?"
"... It's over NINE-ZEROOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!"

One day... At A Time :-D


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Re: my problems 06 Apr 2017 20:21 #310381

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my filter just fell off my computer bh i passed with flying colors
i called my wife into the room she wanted to go she asked cant i just trust you
(i felt like a piece of garbage i wanted to tell her no)
i mumbled the gedoilim made an issur yichud
then she told me to use the computer in public, smart idea
when i was done i called the filter company
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Re: my problems 07 Apr 2017 01:50 #310425

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mikestruggling wrote on 06 Apr 2017 00:47:
it was a rough two days but bh were holding where we are things should pick up from here at least slighly

btw i apologize for all the short post i share this computer with my wife and whenever i'm home she usualy is and this is all behind her back (still leading a life of deception... ...better than other deception)

No reason to apologize for short posts.
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If one gives up at the first sign of a struggle, he is really not ready to be successful."
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Re: my problems 07 Apr 2017 11:29 #310442

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mikestruggling wrote on 06 Apr 2017 20:21:
my filter just fell off my computer bh i passed with flying colors
i called my wife into the room she wanted to go she asked cant i just trust you
(i felt like a piece of garbage i wanted to tell her no)
i mumbled the gedoilim made an issur yichud
then she told me to use the computer in public, smart idea
when i was done i called the filter company

Ashreichem! You handled that situation great!
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Re: my problems 09 Apr 2017 02:41 #310494

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im feeling very low once again i had a fall but thanx to the 90 day chart i can see that i'm making progress that gives me a lot of comfort 
i will bli'n improve my taphsic (i found a loophole)
a gutte voch yidden a Chag KASHER vSAMEACH
Kasher and therefore Sameach
Formerly mikestruggling I just bought a truck. l hang out in the trailer and G-d drives. 
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Re: my problems 09 Apr 2017 02:54 #310497

Every clean stretch definitely helps to eventually kick this habit once and for all. A kusher un freilichen pesach! 

Re: my problems 09 Apr 2017 21:15 #310546

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i'm having a rough day spiritually i almost acted out and i'm disappointed with myself
i was in a couple of major anxiety situations
and i'm tired (very little sleep, of course)
keeping my hopes up as long as i keep fighting i know better days are on the horizon
sometimes its hard to feel, gotta believe
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Re: my problems 09 Apr 2017 22:56 #310551

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