First I would like to say I am not Jewish, but what would be described as a Noahide (though I am more committed to Hashem than most). Since I was molested at the age of 7 (by a female), being from a secular home and having no spiritual influence, I have been imprisoned by an often overwhelming burning that affects me mentally and, through the internet and magazines, physically. I have tried, and failed, more times than I could number, but never made it past 14 days. Of course I did this as a loner, which was not helpful at all. I have been very open with my wife about my struggle, and she wishes she could understand, but knows it is not something that I have a desire to practice.
I found this site by looking for the book "Windows of the Soul", of which I saw the ebook. Seeing all of the successful reports gave me great hope, and I am convinced that I was divinely guided the this community. Thank everyone in advance for you care and encouragement.
