Tehilim Zugger is pretty much before me i am relatively new in GYE , but learning every day .

Cordnoy i am sorry this is Lavi's thread but i take the opportunity to wish you a big MAZEL TOV for your new position as Moderator . We are very happy for your achivements !

newaction wrote:


Reminds me of the joke where the teenage girl comes to school all black n' blue.
When the teacher asks what happened, the girl responds that she forgot to place the dot at the end of the sentence.
The teacher cried out in amazement: All that fuss cuz' you missed one !?

The power of a dot

https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends?limit=15&start=570#232069

I humbly and honestly admit that didn't understand the joke , and if i did it sounds triggering to me . So either i am too slow or too addict or nebach maybe both.

dot ?

Do Other Things
Don't Open Trash
Daven On Time
Dig Our Torah
DON'T OMIT TODAY.

DOT.

hello everybody.

briefly,
i have done around 100 days then a break, then around 60 and another break,
the last couple weeks, i have been struggling to get up.
i asked my service provider to disconnect my netstick for 3 months.
i think it is a big step; but i don't see another way out; now i can only use public wifi, hopefully this will make me less comfortable with bad things.
i feel a little bit like a loser- not being able to handle filtered internet, but i find the surfing/peeking/watching movies, and whole thing too much to handle;
i've tried some of 12 steps, and i have email contacts; but it just isn't enough;
i sincerely wish that i successfully do this break- and clear out of my system the current undercurrent of filth-
and then continue to add fences.
as long as i live, i will have to on heavy guard,
and just like the bad side is always trying to break through-
the good side has to keep on building fences-
daven for my success, please.

Not everyone is able to take the right step
In fact, it might be said that most cannot
With your strong personality and conviction, you took that step
Bravo!
Kudos!
We should all learn from you.
Loser?
Ha!
Not in our eyes!

And to use your shprach for a moment; what do ya' think the ribbon shel Olam is thinkin' right now? did you do a positive action for Him? And your good old yetzer; is he smilin'?

Continued hatzlachah

We're davening and rooting for you! We need you on the truck!

update;

feels kinda weird without my regular connection,
well, i definitely spent less time on the net this week,
but, one drawback is that i peeked at things i shouldn't have, because public net doesn't have a filter....[not for very long...but a peek is a peek]
i am really gonna see if i can get a grip on this new problem...
if, chas v'sholom i cannot behave...then i may have to do a more drastic step, get my computer de-wified, with no possible internet connection whatsoever, VERY scary . i still do want basic internet? do i really need it??
in the meantime, whoever reads this, keep davening that i am matzliach to stay clean and acquire a more healthy life.

Hope you can find a balance that works for you. We'll miss you and keep thinking of you.

Hatzlacha and KOMT!!

we will daven for you but when you daven for your own sake , It Never Goes Unanswered .
KUTGW !!

We are here for you!

b'hatzlachah

hi,
yep, it has come to that,
i cannot trust myself with wifi,
i will have to switch to a computer with the connection physically removed.
i guess i won't be here for a while.
so long,
and thank you everyone.
and it's true
i love you all
lavi

Happy for you Lavi. Big step.
I am going to miss you.