Thank you i had the same haara its reuasuring to hear about so many other peaple who have gone throgh it and recovered

Fallin in a rut

feelling like a nut

Screamin "GET ME ATA HERE"

But no one seems to care



Wana get on with life

feels like you cant

wana scream and shout

yell and rant



some times we must reallize

the answers in our hands

instead of asking others

ask yourself



Is this the life that i want

do i really wana rip my self apart

to run after this foollishness

and fantasy




so lets sart living life

the way its meany to be

and wtih that well be much happier

ohh youll see...

Just how are you defining 'getting on with life", please?

Dov wrote:

By writing poetry, poetry is good.

Maybe you are right TZ...he didn't answer the question, though it reaches right to the guts of his actual complaint.

Too often, we frum masturbaters sincerely believe our true problem is our 'yeitzer hora' and penises. (A rather bad combination, no? Makes you wonder what in the world Hashem was thinking!) Too rarely do we realize that our actual problem is our twisted priorities and goofy thinking about life.

But truly facing, admitting, and fixing those things is not very glamourous, at all. No 'koneh olamo b'sho'o achas' possible there...nu. So people would rather keep their eye on blaming Hashem - though they do not see it that way - and 'fighting the yeitzer hora. No wonder so many masturbating frum guys cry about having emuna problems and work so hard on getting their 'emunah' to beat this thing.

But there is another way, b"H, and many know it and use it one day at a time.

Dov wrote:


Isn't the latter the explanation of the former? "There are those that acquire their world by living one hour at a time"