Hi !
Welcome to the greatest place in the land of Mordor!
May Hashem help you and us and all Jews acheive our tachlis...
BTW about yiddishket being shver, try to imagine that you are a crazy mountain climber, and no hill is enough, you relish the chance to climb higher - and we all know that the higher you go the colder and windier it gets
it starts to feel very lonely as you get higher...
the air is purer, but the danger is greater, and the views are thrilling...
but it's never enough, you want more challenge, if youre done with the
catskills, then you head over to New Hampshire, and from there to the rockies,
relishing the hardships and challenges, when your done with that you save up
until you get to the alps * ah* Nirvana! but the PAIN the DIFFICULTY the DANGER
the RISK, every step is fraught with mortal peril, but youre a man and you over
come, then on to the Himmel Leah's for K2, and FINALY you do everest!, then what?
you do everest again, this time without an oxyegyn mask...
That is our life as yidden,
climbing higher and higher
looking for new ways to grow.
(I heard a story of The Sanzer rebbe that he was once strolling with one of his
young einaklach, and they encounterd a gentile peasant woman, the young einakil
piously turned aside his head with great earnestness to not be nichshal in
histaklus asura, and machshovos zoros, and his Grand father the rebbe Z"L said
"AH, I am jealos of you my dear einikle that you still have the beautiful and
teira avodah of fighting with this Yetser hara!"
we see that we are climbing the mountain , and it's tough but we love the thrill
of the climb and are undaunted by all the cold ston peaks with their jagged sides,
rather we revel in the opportunity that the lord hath given us).
(sorry for the arichut, i got a bit carried away)