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Re: Dms1234's story 07 Sep 2014 21:27 #238989

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i have to come to despise it like death . As long as it is ice cream i would like to have the lick as the dr said . its ice cream full of deadly razor blades on the inside.just stay away .

Re: Dms1234's story 08 Sep 2014 00:46 #239004

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Hi everyone! Its funny that because i said i slipped, everybody expects the worst! I did slip but it wasn't so bad. I did not fall. And right after i said what i am i doing? Then i moved on. Which means I am fine! YAY! i am in no pain. I am not suffering. I am great! Calm as usual! (thanks kilo).

I don't care about days. I only care about day: today! Thats it! And currently today is AMAZING!
I am happy to speak on the phone. Please email me at dms1234ongye@gmail.com

My name is Daniel, I go to face to face meetings and I work the 12 steps with a sponsor. 

Re: Dms1234's story 08 Sep 2014 00:59 #239008

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OK OK

NUFF OF THAT

NOE how BOUT SOME MINCHO?
?דער באשעפער לאווט מיך אייביג. וויפיל לאוו איך עהם
My Creator loves me at all times. How great is my love for him?

Re: Dms1234's story 08 Sep 2014 01:04 #239010

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TZ is right how could we not thank Hashem especially for all that he has given us!

ASHREI!!!!! (sorry in our shteeble this is how we start!)
I am happy to speak on the phone. Please email me at dms1234ongye@gmail.com

My name is Daniel, I go to face to face meetings and I work the 12 steps with a sponsor. 
Last Edit: 08 Sep 2014 01:08 by dms1234.

Re: Dms1234's story 08 Sep 2014 01:05 #239011

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oh ! B"H ! i thought you wrote you slipped hard , But the true Tzadik looks at his job ahead by learning from his nefilos . KUTGW dms and continue having Amazing days .

Re: Dms1234's story 08 Sep 2014 03:23 #239022

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DMS1234 thats great to hear your back to yourself!!!

btw you are that breath of fresh air that you keep on posting about taking the deep breath, your posts are so relieving and full of chizuk,

i'm sorry for bothering you in middle of mincha,

KOMT!!!

Re: Dms1234's story 09 Sep 2014 16:43 #239167

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dd wrote:


i'm sorry for bothering you in middle of mincha,

KOMT!!!


DD, brider tiere, vuss iz UP?! WHen can we get together for a mincha or somethin'?
?דער באשעפער לאווט מיך אייביג. וויפיל לאוו איך עהם
My Creator loves me at all times. How great is my love for him?

Re: Dms1234's story 09 Sep 2014 20:43 #239197

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This is something I wrote to myself about a month ago when i was going through a tough time and it helped me get through:

dms1234
Hashem believes in me. He knows I can do it. I know this because He created me TODAY. He didnt have to wake me up this morning but he did and therefore he believes in me. And He has a plan for me and He cares for me. He loves me. He knows i can do it. Thats all that matters that Hashem loves me. His kindness overflows like a river thats overflows its banks. He knows i can do it because I have done it before. I have overcome all the limitations and barriers that i have placed on myself


Its a little messy but its straight from the heart. I thought it was worthwhile to post it.
I am happy to speak on the phone. Please email me at dms1234ongye@gmail.com

My name is Daniel, I go to face to face meetings and I work the 12 steps with a sponsor. 
Last Edit: 09 Sep 2014 20:51 by dms1234.

Re: Dms1234's story 11 Sep 2014 15:01 #239376

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TehillimZugger wrote:
dd wrote:


i'm sorry for bothering you in middle of mincha,

KOMT!!!


DD, brider tiere, vuss iz UP?! WHen can we get together for a mincha or somethin'?


we can get together whenever you'd like but mincha i think can be any time between the shkiah and rabbeinu tam,

Re: Dms1234's story 11 Sep 2014 23:27 #239401

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Soooo....College has begun again yay! No really, I am actually excited. Not sure if its cause I'm graduating in december or just maybe i have started to like school ( ).

That also means a lot of attractive fine looking grade A juicy meat.

Just kidding, my campus doesnt have any kosher food. hehehe You thought i was talking about the other thing? YOU ARE SICK! EW! HOW COULD YOU THINK LIKE THAT? Gross! You are sooo taking advantage of those poor girls!

Anyhow, its true. A lot of attractive girls walking around. Today after class, i saw 2 and was about to stare at one of them but i looked away and said: "please Hashem, please help." No rainbows or unicorns. Just a simple plea. And then i walked off and carried on with my day.

I don't need to look now. Its ok. I will live.
I am happy to speak on the phone. Please email me at dms1234ongye@gmail.com

My name is Daniel, I go to face to face meetings and I work the 12 steps with a sponsor. 
Last Edit: 11 Sep 2014 23:28 by dms1234.

Re: Dms1234's story 11 Sep 2014 23:32 #239402

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by the way i do not think they are attractive ; they are sickening

Re: Dms1234's story 11 Sep 2014 23:35 #239404

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newaction wrote:
by the way i do not think they are attractive ; they are sickening


you probably won't win that way.
They are very attractive and a pleasure to look at.
like was just discussed on a different thread...lookin' will cause our lives to be sick.

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Re: Dms1234's story 11 Sep 2014 23:40 #239406

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Yea, they are pretty attractive. I may be more attracted to frum girls but i would settle for these instead.

Cordnoy is probably right to. I think saying they are sickening won't help. It may make it worse. We may even be more tempted to look at them too!
I am happy to speak on the phone. Please email me at dms1234ongye@gmail.com

My name is Daniel, I go to face to face meetings and I work the 12 steps with a sponsor. 

Re: Dms1234's story 11 Sep 2014 23:46 #239408

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i was expecting somebody's comment . i can do with thinking that ham is delicious but my Father in Heaven told me not to eat. But my whole issue that runs in my blood is that looking is good but its not good in my case. looking is a type of cheating your wife.is yuk ,ough , vomit . that is the truth . they are human beings i reduce them to garbage , the whole issue is despicable . with that philosophy i would have never go after lust. but i was raised believing that they are the sublime heavenly things on earth the more you have of them the better. they are a barrel of blood with a top of feces . Not my wife she is a part of my body like me . i dont detest any part of me .

Re: Dms1234's story 11 Sep 2014 23:50 #239409

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I am fine with saying they are attractive but my wife is (well will be) for me.

I don't think we need to say they are garbage. They are created by Hashem too and perhaps they are a little misdirected. Its more ignorance than them acting as little devils.
I am happy to speak on the phone. Please email me at dms1234ongye@gmail.com

My name is Daniel, I go to face to face meetings and I work the 12 steps with a sponsor. 
Last Edit: 11 Sep 2014 23:50 by dms1234.
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