Me looking at porn is so incredibly stupid and so incredibly damaging to my ability to be happy with my wife and with my life. I cannot afford to do it, at all. In fact, right now, there is a co-worker (who argues with his wife on the phone here sometimes!) who is possibly watching a dirty thing on his computer and I feel my desire to check out what it is - just to know whether there is something there I should not see.
Can't afford it. I am too sick. It will poison me and make me very miserable, too. I will finish my work here so I can get outa here and go home.
Thanks for helping me share that, chabibi.
People like us have no business looking at porn.
Love,
Dov