"God, I offer myself to Thee--to build with me and to do with me as Thou wilt. Relieve me of the bondage of self, that I may better do Thy will. Take away my difficulties, that victory over them may bear witness to those I would help of Thy Power, Thy Love, and Thy Way of life.

May I do Thy will always!"

That is the third step prayer. I guess it kind of has to do with my idea but not really. I want to devote myself to other PEOPLE. Obviously I want to devote myself to Hashem and maybe this is included in that so I guess it is related.

I think it can be a good idea...you just have to know yourself, and not take on too much.

I'm sorry to hear about what happened with your parents...I hope things have been peaceful on that front.

I know that in my own life, one of the things that I needed time to realize is that my parents, with all their issues, are probably never going to change, certainly not very much. And I learned that I need to grow myself, and on whatever level I can, accept them as they are. And one of the hard things about that was realizing that I'll never have the relationship with them that I wish I did. But I can work on having the best relationship possible.

I do find it interesting that your father resents you for the lack of relationship...

hey yiddle wats up?? missed ya tonz. my fault i know but missed anyways. :-\ :D

Hey IT25,

The guy in your picture looks happier than ever so I am glad this vacation wokred out for you. Glad to have you back!

-Yiddle

Happy to see someones glad im back!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D

Have a Great Shabbos mein tai'yer'eh yidde'leh!!!!

I Hope Everyone Has an Amazzzzzziiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnggggggggggg SHABBOS!

Now thats really nice of you!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

I followed your instructions - I did have an amazing shabbos! Hope you did, too!

I havent been posting in a while, but because I recently had a slip/fall I will go back to it! I hope everyone is good.

-Yiddle

well, we're happy to have you here with us and to be hearing from you.
it's great that your reacting to the slip/fall (which one was it? not that it really matters) by posting here.
gut voch!

It was a fall (not sure why i called a "slip/fall"???). Baruch Hashem I have so much to be thankfull for from Hashem. He has given me so much. And I knwo He only gives me what I need. I am learning to appreaciate what I have and not depress on what I dont have. Some poeple are so much worse off than me. God has treated me well thus far and no reason to think He wont today.

Thanks Sturggle!

-Yiddle

Just a random thought that I had yesterday. I had a Hava Aminah to watch the Super Bowl. Then I said to myself, "If I am going to be a slave to something for 4 hours then why not be an Eved to Hashem?" There really is NO reason to watch the Super Bowl. This is the Greeks all over again and althogub Purim is coming up, this eerily reminds of Chanukah and Greek society. IF YOUR WILLING TO MAKE YOURSELF A SLAVE THATS GREAT!!! JUST MAKE YOURSELF A SLAVE TO HASHEM, NOT SOME STUPID TV SCREEN THAT WILL CONTROL YOUR BRAIN FOR 4 HOURS. That's one sixth of our GOD given day watsed on nothing of importance or mind stimulating. add another 6-8 of sleep. Thats half our day right there!

Wow fels good to rant!

-Yiddle

(Oh, and I didnt even mention the Pritzus that will be injected into your brain  ;D ;D ;D ;D )

Yiddle2 wrote on 07 Feb 2010 17:08:
Hey, whadayamean "your brain"? Try saying "your brain"! ...uh oh...you know what I mean....never mind....

Yiddle2 wrote on 07 Feb 2010 17:06:


Sports is not a Nisayon for me.  But, if it is for you Yiddle, this is awesome!