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Re: HERE WE GO - AGAIN....... 14 Nov 2023 15:33 #403650

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Ok, good morning all, unfortunately i can not join in the L'chaim today......
I feel terrible but what can i do, thats life, gotta keep on going.....
Hope to be able to join in tomorrows L'chaim.....
You are more then welcome to make your own L'chaim!!

Re: HERE WE GO - AGAIN....... 14 Nov 2023 15:39 #403651

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@שלמה1 
congrats on 20 days!!!! you must feel awesome, im so happy for you, i will get there on day at a time!!  

Re: HERE WE GO - AGAIN....... 15 Nov 2023 19:52 #403705

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So today will be a good day, you will see, but most importantly will see, past 2 days were tough but i'm tougher, to quote John F. Kennedy, “when the going gets tough, the tough get going”, Torah B'goyim al tamin, Chochma B'goyim tamin, wise words for wise people, we gotta be tough.

Re: HERE WE GO - AGAIN....... 15 Nov 2023 19:57 #403706

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So far so good today, but im scared for later when i'll be in the office alone. Hashem will help me be strong, to be able to use the tools i learned here.

Please davin for me, my name is, iyh2023 ben Hashem!! (and so are you)

Re: HERE WE GO - AGAIN....... 15 Nov 2023 20:22 #403709

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Hey there iyh2023 keep up the good work! The strong effort you're putting in is really something to be proud of!

Maybe see if you can find an accountability partner here that you can make up to text or pm every hour or half hour or whatever. Being that you probably know the exact hours of when you'll be alone, this might make it easier knowing that every hour you're going to be in touch with someone.

Make sure to invite me to the L'chaim! And yes the L'chaim should be daily, not just after a week or month long streak. Every single day is an accomplishment and should be celebrated.

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Re: HERE WE GO - AGAIN....... 15 Nov 2023 21:02 #403711

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Sorry about your fall yesterday, but people like you who get again and again up after falling make it to the top! You will too beH.
Having you in mind.
Keep that L'chaim glass in front of your computer to remind you the taste of victory!
Keep on looking ahead!
When you are in a better mood you can think about learning from mistakes and how you can improve, by learning a lesson from you fall and taking action the fall transforms into another step up.
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Re: HERE WE GO - AGAIN....... 15 Nov 2023 21:35 #403714

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Leaving the office now, B'H made it through, but the day aint over till its over, hope to be back tomorrow for the L'chaim!!!

Re: HERE WE GO - AGAIN....... 15 Nov 2023 21:45 #403717

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YAY!

Re: HERE WE GO - AGAIN....... 15 Nov 2023 23:36 #403725

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iyh2023 wrote on 13 Nov 2023 17:33:
Does anyone identify with my story? 

Yes, Although some details would be different. For instance Blackberry was the best we could do for a smartphone. Wal-Mart didn't sell them.

Change a few more, add some and it is mine too.

Hatzlacha!

(oh and lots of guilt and shame)
Here to see what works for others and a good shmooze. 
Always here to share my journey N' what works for me. 
Feel free to reach out 24/6 charlesbosgod@gmail.com
One day at a time!
Today is what counts. RULE 62
It’s the first drink that gets me drunk.
“Yesterday is the past, tomorrow is the future and [a] mystery.Today matters most
One lust drink is too many and a thousand isn't enough.
**Its a part of me, not who I am**
Last Edit: 15 Nov 2023 23:37 by crabapple18.

Re: HERE WE GO - AGAIN....... 16 Nov 2023 18:41 #403748

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BREAKING: Just in: Reports are coming in from the office of iyh2023 that he managed to battle the Y'H for 24 hours without a single casualty, reporters on scene are saying they feel a great sense of joy and high spirts, although the war isnt over, he took the time to celebrate with a gala L'CHAIM!!!!

Editors Note:
​At the moment the Y'H is in critical condition having sustained many direct hits, the UN General Assembly convened to discuss the human rights violations committed by iyh2023 against the Y'H.    

Re: HERE WE GO - AGAIN....... 16 Nov 2023 19:40 #403749

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Wow Wow Wow!!!
Your excitement is overflowing to us all!
​Keeping up the excitement in crushing the YH is such an amazing tool.

Hey you doing interviews??? I want to hear first hand report from the general himself!

Keep it up!!!
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Re: HERE WE GO - AGAIN....... 16 Nov 2023 20:36 #403751

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L'chaim!!!
מחיל אל חיל!
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Re: HERE WE GO - AGAIN....... 17 Nov 2023 16:23 #403782

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Good morning fellas!!!
Yesterday was a great day, was able to hold back to the temptations, with a very close call..... but i did it!!!! with Hashems help i will keep on doing it, the thing that i noticed and keep on noticing, is that being in a good mood will help me dramatically, its a different ball game, try it out, HA!!!!

Every day is a good day, and if not make it a good day!!!!    

Re: HERE WE GO - AGAIN....... 20 Nov 2023 19:41 #403881

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So yesterday was fine..... wait, not fine it was GREAT!!!!! totally awesome B'H. Today? not so much, almost fell, but i B'H was able to stop in literally the last second, and that is extremely tough when youre in that state of mind, so TYH for that. 

I just wanted to ask everyone and anyone a question, do you ever get a thought that, " why is Hashem so good to me and give me so much, if this is how i act sometimes"? this question bothers every time i think about the chasodim that He does for me, i feel like i dont deserve it, and this thought nags at my brain and i cant properly enjoy those gifts. Just wondering out loud, so please excuse me for being a little socially off!!!      

Re: HERE WE GO - AGAIN....... 20 Nov 2023 20:29 #403884

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Oh i forgot to make a L'chaim for yesterday, L'CHAIM!!!
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