So yesterday was fine..... wait, not fine it was GREAT!!!!! totally awesome B'H. Today? not so much, almost fell, but i B'H was able to stop in literally the last second, and that is extremely tough when youre in that state of mind, so TYH for that.
I just wanted to ask everyone and anyone a question, do you ever get a thought that, " why is Hashem so good to me and give me so much, if this is how i act sometimes"? this question bothers every time i think about the chasodim that He does for me, i feel like i dont deserve it, and this thought nags at my brain and i cant properly enjoy those gifts. Just wondering out loud, so please excuse me for being a little socially off!!!