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TOPIC: Where's my roar? 270 Views
Where's my roar? 09 Jan 2022 16:25 #375717
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Hey,
I fell. I gave a woman I know a ride and when I handed her something, our hands touched. Once I got home I masturbated with that thought in mind  Restarting my 2 day streak. Whimper. Any ideas to avoid a repeat? I feel like the slightest provocation is enough to get me to look at or do forbidden things, there's very little separation between the initial arousel and actually acting out. I have very little gevura, I'm like flowing water, not like a rock, I'm not much of a lion, I'm more of a coward, falling at the Yetzer Hara's slightest suggestion, I'm almost like his right hand man - he commands and without much hesitation I fulfil his command  Sad. |
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Roaring for the Geula - Prati'im = mine & yours - Klalli = All of us and the Shechina!
k'Ari yishag al noviehu!  I Love my brothers and fellow warriors!Were in this fight to win it, though the setbacks don't finish it, he wants to see are hearts and souls in it, he's with us in the thick of it - he sent us into it in the 1st place - in the 49 maybe even 50th! It's preparation for the finish line, how great and sublime is this time! We humble warriors can and will do it with his help, lets go on we go!!! I'm there with you brother, please be with me as well, together we will heave and ho, until the line is broke. Okay folks, I'd better get to bed it's now 1.5 hours past my bedtime and I must do my part to keep my Bi-Polar in check, Hashem will do it all, just I cannot press pause, I must do mine for the cause  Love you all! Good Night! Soon to be Boker Tov when he creates a light for us all - ohr 7 yemei beraishis... |
Re: Where's my roar? 09 Jan 2022 17:20 #375718
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"If I am not for myself, who will be for me? But if I am only for myself, who am I? If not now, when?"
feel free to reach out @ ahavayirah@gmail.com |
Re: Where's my roar? 09 Jan 2022 19:17 #375724
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“Distancing and removing triggers is only bringing the door closer..Changing the insides and our nature is the key to get in.”
“Human connection can help every sort of struggle” If anyone would like to reach me I’d love to help out! anonymouslyhappy111@gmail.com Break free the easy way using the self-talk method! https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/378128-Captain--Shtarkemotionals-Secret90Day-Challenge Check out this thread with packed Insight for every person at every stage! https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/1-Break-Free/376994-%E2%80%9CShtark%E2%80%9D-insight-that-may-make-you-%E2%80%9Cemotional%E2%80%9D-%29 |
Re: Where's my roar? 09 Jan 2022 20:55 #375732
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Feel free to contact me at michelgelner@gmail.com
My threads: Lessons Learned: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/335248-Lessons-Learned My Story and G-d Bless GYE: guardyoureyes.com/forum/17-Balei-Battims-Forum/303036-My-story-and-G-d-bless-GYE |
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