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Re: I'm Fed Up 12 Feb 2025 05:03 #431213

  • proudyungerman
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upanddown wrote on 10 Feb 2025 17:49:
As mentioned above I have a few trips coming up so posting for accountability.

Challenge #1
Type: Trip abroad
Purpose: Leisure
Duration: 4 days
Destination: Not Burma
Accompanied by: 0 persons. Travelling alone.
Challenge intensity scale: 10/10
Trigger keywords: Airport. Airplane. Non-Jewish Hotel. TV. Sports. Swimming pool. Childhood trauma.
Current GYE status: 67 days clean BH.
Safety measures: Accountabilty partner. Posting on forums. Unplug Tv. Cover TV. Type of Taphsic method. Distraction (book, kosher videos, gemara, tehilim).

Any ideas are welcome.

Thanks for reading,
UpAndDown

I know for myself whenever I am in a similar situation, I always (try) to overprepare, especially on the "keeping myself entertained" side of things. I happen to love reading, so I always bring books with me...
:pinch: Warning: Spoiler!

(I don't know if this speaks to you, but there are tons of old, dusty, untouched GYE threads. I find some of them fascinating to read...)
Feel free to reach out and say hi!
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My Journey:
guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/406231-The-Real-Me

Re: I'm Fed Up 15 Feb 2025 23:57 #431391

  • upanddown
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Back home and 72 days clean BH.

It's a miracle.

I'm very grateful to HHM.
My favourite resources:
1. "זאת בריתי". hebrewbooks.org/56572 (PM me for a sharper version)
2. "שערי גדולה". hebrewbooks.org/48344
3.  guardyoureyes.com/ebooks/item/the-battle-of-the-generation

My journey: Emunah struggles, Celebrating a fall, I'm fed up(main thread), I'm drowning, Tips for Shmiras Einayim.
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