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Re: Holy Yid's Continuing Journey 28 Jan 2010 21:34 #49250

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That's not so original.

Reb  B. My chat has not been working sorry.
זכרני נא, זכרני נא, וחזקני נא אך הפעם הזה, הפעם הזה, האלקים, ואנקמה נקם אחת משתי עיני, מפלשתים
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Re: Holy Yid's Continuing Journey 28 Jan 2010 21:39 #49256

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Holy Yid wrote on 28 Jan 2010 21:25:

I wish I had my own slogan
How about:
"If a Yid wants to be Holy, all he needs to do is remember he's a Holy Yid"
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Re: Holy Yid's Continuing Journey 28 Jan 2010 21:48 #49264

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Will consider it. I still like keep on trucking better
זכרני נא, זכרני נא, וחזקני נא אך הפעם הזה, הפעם הזה, האלקים, ואנקמה נקם אחת משתי עיני, מפלשתים
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Re: Holy Yid's Continuing Journey 29 Jan 2010 12:58 #49553

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How you be HY?? seems like your doing great. Tamshich trukkin!!!
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Re: Holy Yid's Continuing Journey 31 Jan 2010 20:09 #49932

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I Fell On friday and last night. in general i spend way too much time online. once i go online I do not get off For a long time. will post more later.
זכרני נא, זכרני נא, וחזקני נא אך הפעם הזה, הפעם הזה, האלקים, ואנקמה נקם אחת משתי עיני, מפלשתים
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Re: Holy Yid's Continuing Journey 31 Jan 2010 22:22 #49977

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Sorry to hear about your recent falls!! :-\ :-\ :-\ :-\

If spending time on line is hurting us we need to curb it. Although we may gain by spending time here but if the loss outweighs the gain its not worth it!!
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Re: Holy Yid's Continuing Journey 02 Feb 2010 06:16 #50446

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i took an ax to the truck. I opened the web on my cell phone. I have been in free fall almost since. I AM LIVING IN A DAZE FEELING NUMB. i am planning to get the web off phone soon but i need to live till then.
זכרני נא, זכרני נא, וחזקני נא אך הפעם הזה, הפעם הזה, האלקים, ואנקמה נקם אחת משתי עיני, מפלשתים
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Re: Holy Yid's Continuing Journey 02 Feb 2010 12:33 #50515

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We need to STOP!!!!!! We need to think of something to help us through till then!!

Any ideas?? We NEED to do this. Our sanity can not wait!!!!
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Re: Holy Yid's Continuing Journey 02 Feb 2010 18:24 #50652

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Gte outside, go for a jog, focus on the many other areas of your life - and smile!
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Re: Holy Yid's Continuing Journey 02 Feb 2010 21:20 #50722

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I sort of hit rock bottom. I was knocked out and felt raw inside. I realized that I am only vaguely aware of how much of the week has already pasted. After that I did not have strength to have urges. At the moment I am stable but I know I need to commit to the program and get back on track.

I am thinking about starting a new thread on the 90 day part and start over.
זכרני נא, זכרני נא, וחזקני נא אך הפעם הזה, הפעם הזה, האלקים, ואנקמה נקם אחת משתי עיני, מפלשתים
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Re: Holy Yid's Continuing Journey 03 Feb 2010 06:36 #50807

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i am more stable now. tonight i mailed a letter and the two haskamos to a bigg rabbi in my city. i plan GOD willing to send more. i pray that the biggest kiddush hashem possible will come out of this
זכרני נא, זכרני נא, וחזקני נא אך הפעם הזה, הפעם הזה, האלקים, ואנקמה נקם אחת משתי עיני, מפלשתים
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Re: Holy Yid's Continuing Journey 03 Feb 2010 16:54 #50911

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Amen.

Why would starting a new thread help? It's still a part of the jounrey of your life -a fresh start doesn't mean avoiding where you're coming from...
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Re: Holy Yid's Continuing Journey 03 Feb 2010 17:58 #50942

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I Think I Should Go Back To The Wall Of Honor And Count 90 Day There. I Started The Thread Here After I Got To 90
זכרני נא, זכרני נא, וחזקני נא אך הפעם הזה, הפעם הזה, האלקים, ואנקמה נקם אחת משתי עיני, מפלשתים
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Re: Holy Yid's Continuing Journey 03 Feb 2010 20:59 #50991

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Hi guys. I crashed. I am picking myself back up. I am trying to stay focused on living in meaningful ways. I started making slogans.

"Live today for tomorrow"
Do things today that I can look back at and be happy I did.

"The internet is not living"
Being online will not help us

I am also very humbled. I am focused on being very careful about what I look at and focusing on real living.

I reread my old posts and realize how much I have learned and grown in the last six months. I might be starting the 90 day thing over but there is so much more to life than 90 days. Even when I loose control I am so much better off than six months ago and best of all there is "hope you can believe in"
זכרני נא, זכרני נא, וחזקני נא אך הפעם הזה, הפעם הזה, האלקים, ואנקמה נקם אחת משתי עיני, מפלשתים
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Re: Holy Yid's Continuing Journey 05 Feb 2010 13:43 #51422

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HY. why not live today for today??? I know that sounds dovish but its so true. we wwanna be happy every second so lets live today for today. Now for right now!

Have a great shabbos and always cheerin you on!!

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