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Re: Losing Steam 23 Nov 2011 17:36 #126468

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thanks for the chizuk everyone!

Mottel, ask your daughter if I can move to her country:-)

Today's been pretty good... One issue with reading a book I thought was clean and then arriving at some big no no's. It took a few seconds to realize what'sup; Then I was all confused because it was such a good book and I didn't want to put it down. I davened to Tatte to help me come out of this alive and healthy. I got ahold of myself and skipped to the clean part and continued. I guess I'm more ready and won't be caught off guard if another something comes up. It's really a "clean" book. You know those books  that just give off clean vibes? You just know that any uncleanliness is a side thing. Anyway, it was a struggle because I wasn't ready and then afterwards, I was all depressed because it had taken me a couple seconds to stop reading the stuff and I had already been poisoned a bit. But I caught myself on that too, said KOT, and moved on.

Thanks Hashem!

Gotta still do my 15 min. of learning today and then I'll be all dandy :o
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Re: Losing Steam 23 Nov 2011 18:03 #126485

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wow, what a gvurah, to skip a book in the midst!
maybe its not worth to have it at home if there is some filth in it
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Re: Losing Steam 23 Nov 2011 19:54 #126534

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obormottel wrote on 23 Nov 2011 17:20:

My daughter was working on a school project last night, where they had to make up a country (because they know the real ones so well....she placed her country between Canada and France...). So she asked me "what should be the motto for my country?" Without thinking, I told her "Progress Not Perfection". She liked it. I hope her teacher never been to AA.

Like ;D.
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