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Re: just wante to check in 11 Sep 2011 04:08 #118374

  • gevura shebyesod
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Pick youself up O Mighty Warrior, get back on your horse TruckTM and start trucking again!

You can do it! one day, one subway ride at a time.

Gevura!
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
- General Grant


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Re: just wante to check in 15 Sep 2011 03:22 #119007

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I remember how I did it last time.  It was elul and I was sick of falling.  I decided that this year Id be clean.  I made it 9 months and now I just cant get back up.  I keep falling.  Im sick of it again but dont have the same strength of emuna i had last year.  its not that I dont think its wrong or that I want tot do good, its that I dont feel like doing good.  I dont feel like doing bad but im just out of energy to push on.  I need help, but i dont even have time to work anything.  I just want to be clean.  please Hashem, help me to want to be helped.....
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Re: just wante to check in 15 Sep 2011 07:11 #119015

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when i feel like that it helps me to keep in mind that acting out will actually make me feel worse by the time im done with it
Baby steps.
If the road is pulling you down, it's a sign that you are going uphill, so just press harder on the gas!

Have a great day - unless, of course, you made other plans.
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