Hi. I have a mainstream yeshiva background and have been in kollel for a few years. I can give shiurim on the sefer taharos hakodesh or maybe reb nachman's seforim to your members, if you think that would help.

I have, B"H, with your help, been clean now for a few weeks. I had the most beautiful davening in Uman where I davened for everyone at GYE. I finally felt I could mean when I said, "this year will be different" and I want a life of ruchniyos and not lust. Hopefully this year will be the first that I stay clean past Hoshana Rabba.