It's Amazing How G-D Always Looks Out For Me
I came home from work tonight, hungry, tired and irritable. All the wanting to act out thoughts were popping up in my head. I was thinking to myself "what am I doing wrong? Why is today different than yesterday when I was so serene? Dear G-D, help me I need you, I can't do this alone". I was also really hungry and wanted to get something for dinner but I didn't want to go alone, and I didn't feel like calling anyone, I felt like I wasn't interested in anyone.
Now usually I save the GYE emails for when I'm in bed, but, this evening I thought to myself that I need to read them earlier.
So I start reading, and in the Chizuk email it mentioned "isolation", so I had this eureka moment - "of course, I need to reach out, I'm isolating". So I call a program buddy, we shmooze, and as were doing that, I feel like the obsession is leaving me, and then he tells me, "buddy, you called at just the right time"
But that's not all. Right after I hung up with him another program guy texts me, "did you have dinner yet?"
GYE, you saved the day once again!