Thursday, 16 February 2012

I don't want to go back!

by Bruce Wayne (See all authors)

Last night, I just lay there in the dark thinking, and all of a sudden I became terrified. The fear was from the thought - the mental image of me going back to the way it was before I found GuardYourEyes. Perhaps it was an attack by the Yetzer Hara to entice me to sneak over to my computer (even though I have a filter). If so, I turned it around and instead of listening or even thinking about it, I literally shed tears at the thought and repeated to myself over and over, "I don't want to go back, I don't want to go back....", pretty much till I fell asleep. (Don't know where that came from. I mean, if somebody saw me they'd probably want to put me in an institution or something).