Thursday, 09 February 2012

Another Hug from Hashem!

by JD (See all authors)

Something pretty amazing just happened to me. I was about to start Googling certain things (with my fake "innocent" thoughts that "it's not so bad"), and all of a sudden my Internet just completely stopped working. I couldn't click on anything. Hashem was saying to me, "you have asked for help to guard your eyes, I will guard them for you."

I still have urges, but that obviously struck me pretty hard.

Bli neder, I am going to make a stronger commitment to reading the handbooks. I also find that reading Windows to the Soul daily helps me. I also need to spend more time on the forum involved with other people. Instead of surfing nothingness, (since I spend a lot of time on the phone and "on hold," it happens), I will spend more time reading and posting on the forum. If I am going to be in front of a computer, I need to make it - not only something that isn't negative, but make it positive.