A Higher Drive?
An excerpt sent to us from a website on breaking porn addiction
Answer: Most people who are addicted to pornography claim they are more sexual than the average person thereby rationalizing their need to rely upon porn. In most cases their sexual batteries are charged up because of their behavior, focusing on the sex act for many hours a day, and not their genetics.
While people may naturally have varying degrees of sexual engery, pornography addiction can greatly increase this kind of behavior.
As long as you are using porn and feeding the monster (or habit), it will continue to feel like it has control over you.
It is possible for you (and all of us) to get to a place of more "normal" sexuality. If we removed porn from our lives entirely for a couple of years, your sexual energy would become more natural and balanced..
There is a saying that goes something like "what you think about expands" which is related to another quote "you can judge a tree by it's fruits."
This applies directly to porn addiction. If you feed your addiction every day, take care of it, nurture it, and spend time (sometimes hours a day), you can bet it's going to take up a good root in your head, and after a while, you're going to think it was always there, a part of you. In reality, it isn't you at all, you've just been feeding and taking care of it till it can overcome you whenever it wants.