ataglance12345 wrote on 12 May 2016 16:58:
Redbeard is right. I really don't want to change. I want to keep doing what I am doing, and not get caught at it or in trouble for it.
Thanks folks. Your words are appreciated. Trying to figure out Dov's post but he is a bit shall we say, "enigmatic" in his writings.
This site is no longer for me. It is for people who want to change, and who want to make a commitment to change.
I, unfortunately, am not one of those, as my behavior clearly demonstrates.
I will no longer bore your with my pathetic escapades and cycle of guilt, teshuvah,guilt, teshuvah any longer. It is even boring me.
With that said, I do thank you folks for your time and trying to help me. But, as they say, you can't help those who won't help themselves.
I do not want help, I want absolution for my sins, AFTER THE FACT.
And nobody is going to give me that, except perhaps HKBH, and even then only if I can sincerely atone, and we all know that the Rambam is clear about how real teshuvah can be accomplished and I and miles apart from that goal
All is not lost, I am not depressed about his, and in fact I am rather happy that I came to this conclusion. Now it is clear to me that I need to look in to myself and look much deeper for outside help than this site can provide.
Again, thank you all for your time and attention.
May Hashem bless all of you with the conquering of your Y"H and for all your KOSHER wants and desires to be fulfilled.
ataglance
Am I the
only
one that heard the good news?
I understood that you decided the forum isn't g
onna do it, and will go to therapist or similar - see the part I highlighted (It is strange that you didn't want to c
ontact Dov, but perhaps you d
on't know what Dov can actually offer)
I feel that the comments to you were
on the mark and your c
onclusi
on was
on target to success
Whether
on or off the Forum
KEEP ON TRUCKING
Warning: Spoiler!
