Hello candoitmyself,

Welcome to the forum.

I noticed in your first few posts, your entire focus was on TV, watching TV, using TV, sitting in front of the TV.

But, in some later posts, you have mentioned a bit about general frustrations and difficulties in life.

I think that's a good move.  I have found, for myself, the problem isn't the p*rn and m*sturbation, it's what LEADS me to do it--the pain of life, the pain of things not going my way.  And, the more I come to terms with THAT, the less I go to the triggers, and the less I act out.

Good luck to you.

--Eye.

Ok. It's been a while since I have posted on this thread. I started getting busy with other things, and seemingly just lost track. But now I am in a huge rut. Bein HaZmanim for me has been absolutely terrible. Thank G-d we're coming to an end of that soon. Not that that is the end of the fight, but it will be nice to have time to occupy myself with. Before Yom Tov at least I was busy cleaning, but I haven't been doing that for like ten days now, so I've had more free time, and it hasn't worked out well. However, I would like to start writing again . Things have been getting too out of control, today especially, so here we go again.... 

Hey there - I just joined the board and am on day 3.  Even if you have been having a rough time, at least you're back on the board and working on it.  I hope to see you back on the chart soon. I should be at the bottom of the list tomorrow with day 4.

I'm trying to be on the board every day and hoping to get matched up with a partner and sponsor soon - my goal is to have daily involvement and reminders from the board and consistent support and accountability from the partner and sponsor.

One day at a time.  They say that you just have to decide you can get through today without it.

Hi cantdoitmyself it's good to see you back just keep up the fight and DON'T LOOK BACK