i wish i could fast forward a couple years and get away from the present matzav. \
only half of all the hard stuff has passed.
there is so mutch going on. but im doing it all for hashem. the thing that is left is to daven

with hashems help, i finished the second perek of pesachim today!
it took a long time, but with constant effort, im finally ready to start number 3!

Mazal tov - go at your own pace, and celebrate the accomplishments!

There are times when I'd like to fast-forward things...but I'm working on realizing that these struggles, all struggles, are part of the adventure of life. And to whatever extent we want to participate in that adventure 9and not just be a spectator), we should enjoy our role!

Mazel Tov!
what a beautiful simcha, hard work pays off

thank you.
i had a disscusion with a kid in my class about gye issues, i directed him to this site.

i am already starting for pesach. wow. can you believe it is sosoon??? the holiday of cleaning out those things which dont belong in us.
shabbas was great. i have been doing a lot of running since they say it gets rid of extra sexual energy and its healthy.
keeping happy. starting to look ahead to what im doing on purim (not reffering to any parties)  idk what im going to be doing during the day, i couldnt get a group to go tzedaka collecting they were already formed and the groups that are still foring are not who i should be with for a couple hours of the day.

i just had a 2 hour 5th step call.
idk what to say. my only prayer is that the insparation and how im feeling now stays with me.

Sounds awesome!

Hope your purim plans work out, and that you use the simcha in the right way.

thank you.
my main point of focus today is putting my new spiritual glasses on. in the beggining of the day i did relativly well. as the day went on it got harder.

Staying focused on something, anything, is always hard. We're not good at focusing.

But you get better at it, I think; it's like a muscle.

right. im taking each situation as itself. this morning was horrible. not only was i not only ble to actually put my new glasses into action, but i was more mad than ive been in a while. as the day went on i got better though.
but as you said silent, its like a muscle.

This Soldier is facing a struggle, but he is NOT surrendering to the enemy!!!!  Hurray!!!

the fast wasnt to bad. i had a headache so i slept a lot.
besides that, im still going. trying to do the steps that we are up to.

a freilechen purim!

a freilichen purim!


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