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Re: Tzvi's Progress 09 Nov 2010 19:03 #83810

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Kedusha wrote on 27 May 2009 14:24:

Boruch Hashem, I am up to 9 days. 


Dear Tzvi,

The days can really add up - Boruch Hashem, I'm still clean from when I posted the above.  B'Ezras Hashem by you!
Just as an alcoholic needs to avoid that first sip, a lust addict needs to avoid that first slip.Slip today? No way! ;)Fall today? No way, Jose'!
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Re: Tzvi's Progress 09 Nov 2010 19:06 #83811

  • Tzvi
amein.

Thank you.

And thank you raboisai for continuing to follow my progress.
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Re: Tzvi's Progress 09 Nov 2010 22:27 #83851

  • Tzvi
Now is very tough.

The urge is bigger than ME.

It's huge.

I surrender the urge to the RBS"O.

I can't do more than that.

I I I I can do nothing nothing nothin.

Only the RBS"O.    zehu.

I accept the pain.
I accept the pain.
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Re: Tzvi's Progress 09 Nov 2010 22:48 #83854

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Well said, Tzvi - sounds like you're internalizing step one!
Just as an alcoholic needs to avoid that first sip, a lust addict needs to avoid that first slip.Slip today? No way! ;)Fall today? No way, Jose'!
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Re: Tzvi's Progress 09 Nov 2010 22:50 #83855

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as kedusha said, sounds like you have the right address for the help and power you need!
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: Tzvi's Progress 10 Nov 2010 01:05 #83880

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oy is it painful.

:-[

this is embarrasing, but it is very painful to hold myself back.

I need chizuk.
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Re: Tzvi's Progress 10 Nov 2010 01:19 #83886

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Take a jog or play a computer game (or some other mind numbing activity) it may help. Donno how old you are but you may find this somewhat fun...



Best of luck!!!
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Re: Tzvi's Progress 10 Nov 2010 03:33 #83924

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As they say in the marines

Pain is fear exiting the body

KOT

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Re: Tzvi's Progress 10 Nov 2010 03:56 #83930

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Bards. That's a nice one
Tzvi, don't get stressed I too suffer from stress and anxiety that killed me, but I learned how to deal with that b"h keep on trucking, I still owe u a long reply from yesterday. Didn't forget about u, just been in my truck all day, and now I am dead meat,I'll try in the next day or 2 to share with u more about my fight with the stress and the urge to act out,
KOT
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Re: Tzvi's Progress 10 Nov 2010 06:25 #83953

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Tzvi,

When you are hurting, we are hurting so don't carry that pain all by yourself. However, I have bad news for you... when you fall, you bring us all down with you... and we don't want to go there!

Stay strong my brother. Hashem wants you clean... but I neeeed you clean. I'll make you a deal - if you stay clean just for today, so will I.

Keep in touch my friend. Hatzlocha.
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Re: Tzvi's Progress 10 Nov 2010 12:02 #83973

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wow!

Such wonderful responses.
Thank you raboisai.
Thank you so much.
When I get some time I want to respond to each reply individually.

bchasdei H' YISBORACH
day 3!!!!

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Re: Tzvi's Progress 10 Nov 2010 15:12 #84001

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wow, Tzvi, u r doing phenomenal!

chazak chazak venischazeik!

Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: Tzvi's Progress 11 Nov 2010 03:45 #84166

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All the best, Tzvi! What a world of difference a shtikle sobriety makes. Alei v'hatzlach!
"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."
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Re: Tzvi's Progress 11 Nov 2010 04:46 #84182

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Gevaldiggggg

Kotzvi
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Re: Tzvi's Progress 11 Nov 2010 15:22 #84234

  • Tzvi
BE"H today is day 4.
Thank you raboisai for the support.
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