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Re: Zemmy's story 24 Jan 2011 19:38 #94252

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rebbe b
i have a condition.
it's called feelings of resentment, ego and lust. they all took up permanent residency in my heart a long time ago. repeated eviction notices and drive by shootings have done little to remove them. we have reached a de facto truce. if they come out of their corner of the room then i have to spray them with bottled skunk scent.
so until they leave i am 'mostly' sober
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: Zemmy's story 24 Jan 2011 19:41 #94253

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In hungarian

Thay say

Men ken nisht zayn

Kitchi allapotosh
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Re: Zemmy's story 24 Jan 2011 19:42 #94254

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Try filling up your heart with other things, that stuff will feel so cramped they will be physically pushed out.
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Re: Zemmy's story 24 Jan 2011 19:44 #94256

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bardichev wrote on 24 Jan 2011 19:41:

In hungarian

Thay say

Men ken nisht zayn

Kitchi allapotosh

any relation to kokosh?

yosef, can you translate the rebbe's heiliger verter into english or yiddish? bitteh
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: Zemmy's story 24 Jan 2011 19:45 #94258

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Yosef Hatzadik wrote on 24 Jan 2011 19:42:

Try filling up your heart with other things, that stuff will feel so cramped they will be physically pushed out.

good idea
how about some possum kishka?
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: Zemmy's story 24 Jan 2011 19:46 #94259

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Nem tu dum Magyarol.  = I don't understand Hungarian....  :
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Re: Zemmy's story 24 Jan 2011 19:52 #94260

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Tell the YH (I think his first name is Ferencz)

On Kuss Mar!

We love you Zemmy!

Don't ever change...

Except for the better!

BE HAPPY!

K?rj?k, L?gy boldog

Szeret?nk Zemmy b?csi, Szeret?nk!!!

Lazarus Durdayavitz
For Dov and the other two guys who care,
My real name really is
 Eli
Like the original Bendy, Ein hadavar talui ela bee




 
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Re: Zemmy's story 24 Jan 2011 19:58 #94263

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Ok for all u american yankees that don't speak hungarian

There is no sucj thing as being a little bit pregnant

What it means is

That either you are or u are not


So mostly is mostly

What does bards say

Lust?
Resentment?
Hungry?

Hooooo kaaaaares??????????

Kot!!
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Re: Zemmy's story 24 Jan 2011 20:00 #94265

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reb EBD,
thank you very much for your kind sentiments and words.

Zemmsville is not in Hungary so i don't really understand all that you said

something about square tongues and bulldogs?
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: Zemmy's story 24 Jan 2011 20:03 #94266

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thank you rebbe b!

wise words from a wise man
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: Zemmy's story 24 Jan 2011 21:10 #94274

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ZemirosShabbos wrote on 24 Jan 2011 19:38:

rebbe b
i have a condition.
it's called feelings of resentment, ego and lust. they all took up permanent residency in my heart a long time ago.


Now this is a shocker.  I think we better called Guard.  I don't think we've ever seen something like this.  That someone on GYE should have  feeelings of resentment, ego and lust.  I am just not mekabel this type of loshon hora.  Maybe on those other fake-frum sights.  But on GYE its not shayich.

Zem's hang in there. 

Help free Sholom Rubashkin by giving him the zechus of Shemiras Eiynayim.  www.guardyoureyes.org/forum/index.php?topic=2809.0
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Re: Zemmy's story 24 Jan 2011 21:37 #94279

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i did not believe it myself for a long time

i would think "i could not have done anything wrong, i am so high and holy and my feelings are justified because my neighbor's pet cat looked at me crossly just yesterday"

i am high and holy, but not entirely. i have a body and a soul, or rather i *am* a soul in a body. my job is to try to keep the soul in the driver's seat. all too often the soul got kicked out and the body stole its identity and drove around town masquerading as a soul.

this is an important idea to live with. בכל יום ויום יצרו של אדם מתגבר עליו ומבקש להמיתו
the yetzer is an urge we feel to self-destruct. those urges should not be justified and rationalized just because they sprung up inside me. and they do not define me either. a person is made of of two polar opposites and a constant struggle and tension ensues.

i need to remember that it is 'normal' and expected that i have urges and desires to do things i shouldn't. it does not mean that i am damaged goods. the yetzer/urges are along for the ride. they were *put* there by the manufacturer.

the best thing is that the Manufacturer's warranty is great. we can keep going back to Him for repairs and roadside assistance.
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: Zemmy's story 24 Jan 2011 21:47 #94281

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ur-a-jew wrote on 24 Jan 2011 21:10:

ZemirosShabbos wrote on 24 Jan 2011 19:38:

rebbe b
i have a condition.
it's called feelings of resentment, ego and lust. they all took up permanent residency in my heart a long time ago.


Now this is a shocker.  I think we better called Guard.  I don't think we've ever seen something like this.  That someone on GYE should have  feeelings of resentment, ego and lust.  I am just not mekabel this type of loshon hora.  Maybe on those other fake-frum sights.  But on GYE its not shayich.

Zem's hang in there.


Masterful, ur-a-jew!

Zemmy, reb b. might just come give you a kick-boxing lesson for such a teefe post!

I love it!
For Dov and the other two guys who care,
My real name really is
 Eli
Like the original Bendy, Ein hadavar talui ela bee




 
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Re: Zemmy's story 24 Jan 2011 22:08 #94283

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zemms??
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Re: Zemmy's story 24 Jan 2011 22:11 #94285

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yes?

i am here. i think...

was it your cat that looked at me crossly?
do you want to schedule the kickboxing lesson?
come check out my Novardok music collection?
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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