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Re: hoping to surpass the 5 months I was clean until yesterday 08 Oct 2010 14:36 #80012

quiet OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 183 Karma: 9	53 days.
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Re: hoping to surpass the 5 months I was clean until yesterday 08 Oct 2010 14:38 #80013

Dov OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 1960 Karma: 383	Boruch Hashem! Alei v'hatzlach, sweet yid!
	"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same." Last Edit: by .

Re: hoping to surpass the 5 months I was clean until yesterday 08 Oct 2010 14:53 #80018

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	beautiful! these days of tahara are your investment in Eternity, and can never be taken from you and will never lose their value, ashrecha!
	Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise ~Inna beshem ZS Give, Forgive ~Cordnoy The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting. ~TZ Last Edit: by .

Re: hoping to surpass the 5 months I was clean until yesterday 17 Oct 2010 02:56 #80593

Dov OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 1960 Karma: 383	Yeah, I commiserate w/you - I have very little wiggle room, too. And it's really a good thing, cuz it means Hashem (and sanity) with be front-and-center in my life.
	"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same." Last Edit: by .

Re: hoping to surpass the 5 months I was clean until yesterday 17 Oct 2010 03:35 #80599

frumfiend	Just like by krias yam suf. We cant forget about hashem. I we we forget we find the yam suf on our heads. Achris hayamim is the time that ain lanu lhishain ela al avinu shebashamayim. We cant make it even spirtualy without him. Aint that amazing!
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Re: hoping to surpass the 5 months I was clean until yesterday 17 Oct 2010 08:14 #80607

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anongye,

Sounds like you're doing really great. Chazak V'ematz! I believe those little slips are just Hashem's reminders to us to not get complacent. It we take the hints he won't have to hit us with a sledgehammer of a full-blown fall.

Its happened so often to me. I could be anywhere - then a thought pops into my head. "Hey, I wonder what would come up if I googled XYZ" Lo and behold i find myself in a trance getting to the computer as soon as i can and trying it out. Wouldn't you know, it leads straight to Gehinnom.

I'm thinking now that perhaps an incentive system would work. If i get through that day without searching for that word, the next day i can treat myself. So too the next day. By then I'll have hopefully returned enough to sanity to tell that thought where to get off.

Keep strong - with Hashem on our side, we can do anything!

AA

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Re: hoping to surpass the 5 months I was clean until yesterday 19 Oct 2010 20:09 #80759

quiet OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 183 Karma: 9	64 days
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Re: hoping to surpass the 5 months I was clean until yesterday 19 Oct 2010 20:25 #80761

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	beautiful, keep up the good work!
	Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise ~Inna beshem ZS Give, Forgive ~Cordnoy The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting. ~TZ Last Edit: by .

Re: hoping to surpass the 5 months I was clean until yesterday 20 Oct 2010 13:24 #80804

quiet OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 183 Karma: 9	Thank you. 65 days
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Re: hoping to surpass the 5 months I was clean until yesterday 21 Oct 2010 02:53 #80880

Dov OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 1960 Karma: 383	Boruch Hashem Yom , Yom ...mazel tov, "anongye"!
	"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same." Last Edit: by .

Re: hoping to surpass the 5 months I was clean until yesterday 21 Oct 2010 13:06 #80890

quiet OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 183 Karma: 9	66 days
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Re: hoping to surpass the 5 months I was clean until yesterday 21 Oct 2010 15:48 #80896

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	it's money in the bank
	Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise ~Inna beshem ZS Give, Forgive ~Cordnoy The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting. ~TZ Last Edit: by .

Re: hoping to surpass the 5 months I was clean until yesterday 22 Oct 2010 13:26 #80987

quiet OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 183 Karma: 9	67 days. Thank you zemiros shabbos and Dov for acknowledging my posts.
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Re: hoping to surpass the 5 months I was clean until yesterday 22 Oct 2010 20:34 #81049

Dov OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 1960 Karma: 383	67 is awesome, but I'll take today over any number of days in the world! Enjoy it.
	"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same." Last Edit: by .

Re: hoping to surpass the 5 months I was clean until yesterday 23 Oct 2010 20:59 #81072

the.guard Current streak: 745 days OFFLINE Moderator Posts: 6438 Karma: 138	anongye wrote on 13 Sep 2010 21:05: I am not up to doing work and I am not up to learning and there is a computer in front of me. Nevertheless, I will not slip and will try to pass through the last hour of work. This page might help: www.guardureyes.com/GUE/Time/KosherSites.asp
	Webmaster of www.guardyoureyes.org - Maintaining Moral Purity in Today's World. We’re here on a quest ; it’s really all a test. Just do your best and G-d will do the rest. Last Edit: by .