15 Days clean!

Special shoutout to @livingagain for all your encouragement thus far!

The journey continues, onward is upward! (Thanks @BenHashemBH!)

20 Days clean!

Been a little rough lately because of the whole Niddah thing but with the help of Hashem and the backing of you guys I was able to overcome each challenge ODAAT.

Was wondering if there is a place on the Gye website that I can record the events that occur along my journey? Successes,falls,triggers ect.. A personal online journal if you may...

Thanks! Love you all!
#Keepfighting

Just dropping in to wish you all A Gut moed. Hope everyone is having a Chag "Kosher" V'sameach.

Was getting emotional when I was saying זמן חרותנו it had a whole new meaning this year Bh!

While Chol Hamoed is a great opportunity for everyone to spend time with friends & family, along with that comes the struggle of being out with the rest of Klal Yisroel with the women all dressed their finest... (I don't need to elaborate...)

Every challenge brings opportunity and we will fight this till the bitter end! Lets do this! 

Just trying to fire myself up so just bear with me...

Have a great rest of your Yt!

Yesterdays post prompted me with the following question; Can I tell my wife to spice things up a bit in her looks in order to help me face the challenges of being out and about with other women who are doing just the same if not more? Now to be clear this would not involve a breach of Tznius in any way at all, were talking about wearing a nicer Sheitel or of similar sorts... Just not sure how to go about this as I think its ok but obviously biased. Thoughts?

Made it to Day 30! Hooray!

I feel like I'm a changed person now, one who is able to control external feelings and urges, something which I always felt was out of reach.

My relationship with my wife has taken on a whole new level, something which I had never tasted since we got married. She feels it too and is so supportive of what I'm doing here working on myself. Thank you to everyone out there who have made this journey possible for me thus far. Spoke to HHM last night and got me super motivated to go on!

Now starts the next 30 days and with the help of Hashem we will achieve this ODAAT!

Wishing you all A good Shabbos and Yom tov!

Day 35.

Was having some urges recently. I guess that so called "pink cloud" thing is starting to dissipate. However I am determined as ever to finally turn the page and move on from all this.

Hoping that this week goes well with the wife & kids now back to routine, leaving me all by myself...

Overall feeling confident that I Can Do it!
As always,

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All the best!