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Re: Holy In Jerusalem 31 Jan 2025 05:01 #430475

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My fellow fighter you gotta make yourself productive and busy and if it's not happening in learning  find something .  Hey is the best place were you could keep busy with Judaism and not learn   pm I could give you tons of ideas
Feel free to call me 7325230152[google voice]

Re: Holy In Jerusalem 31 Jan 2025 14:36 #430501

Thank God I am going into Shabbos with a couple of days clean behind my back!

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Re: Holy In Jerusalem 01 Feb 2025 22:52 #430545

Urges creeping in. Posting for accountability. Hope to stay clean. Don't have the best feelings though.

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Re: Holy In Jerusalem 02 Feb 2025 10:24 #430578

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How we doing, bro?
We're in this struggle together; feel free to reach out! 
Muttel15@gmail.com

Feel free to call/text! (908) 251-9590 (google)

Check out my thread here: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/413043-My-ENTIRE-story#413043

Re: Holy In Jerusalem 02 Feb 2025 10:26 #430579

Thanks for checking in. Thank God I made it through the night Clean!

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Re: Holy In Jerusalem 02 Feb 2025 11:26 #430581

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stopsurvivingstartliving wrote on 02 Feb 2025 10:26:
Thanks for checking in. Thank God I made it through the night Clean!

Truly amazing. I wish I had your strength.

Re: Holy In Jerusalem 02 Feb 2025 21:32 #430628

Unfortunately I got a hold of porn. I am challenging myself out loud not to finish it off with masturbation. I don't have a good feeling about it because I have in my mind that when the zera builds up it needs to come out and it isn't healthy staying in (I saw this in a article online way back that says it's good to urinate after sex because of this). If someone can convince me out of this I would be happy to hear.

Thanks for listening.

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Feel free to say hi or send some chizuk over @ stopsurvivingstartliving2024@gmail.com.
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Re: Holy In Jerusalem 02 Feb 2025 21:47 #430629

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I would be dead by now.
Looking forward to get to know you better! 

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My story is unfolding here
"יפתח ה' לך את אוצרו הטוב"

Re: Holy In Jerusalem 02 Feb 2025 21:47 #430630

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stopsurvivingstartliving wrote on 02 Feb 2025 21:32:
Unfortunately I got a hold of porn. I am challenging myself out loud not to finish it off with masturbation. I don't have a good feeling about it because I have in my mind that when the zera builds up it needs to come out and it isn't healthy staying in (I saw this in a article online way back that says it's good to urinate after sex because of this). If someone can convince me out of this I would be happy to hear.

Thanks for listening.

I have no idea whether it's unhealthy to not release. But if you do manage to overcome this challenge that's something that will never be taken away from you for as long as you live and after. The fact that you are still fighting even at this point is amazing. I really don't think you understand how amazing it is. But it is amazing. And if you're misgaber that will be even more amazing. Please delete the p* (or whatever.) If you don't end this story with mast*rbating that will be something to be proud of for the rest of your life.

Re: Holy In Jerusalem 02 Feb 2025 23:19 #430632

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stopsurvivingstartliving wrote on 02 Feb 2025 21:32:
Unfortunately I got a hold of porn. I am challenging myself out loud not to finish it off with masturbation. I don't have a good feeling about it because I have in my mind that when the zera builds up it needs to come out and it isn't healthy staying in (I saw this in a article online way back that says it's good to urinate after sex because of this). If someone can convince me out of this I would be happy to hear.

Thanks for listening.

Hi Bro
I'm gonna sat this in the cleanest way possible

MAJOR BS

There is a SA pamphlet with detailed scientific explanations disproving that whole notion
I would love to upload a copy here - I don't know how to.

That being said YOU ARE A LEGEND and I believe in you pulling through

I think its time we meet up...
Marbitz torah and communal askan in E Yisroel | 30's | Went to rehab | Avid SA'er
Not perfect yet, but a changed person 180 degrees
If you think you know who I am, and want to reach out for further chizzuk, I have nothing to hide in real life and would love to share my ESH with you

Re: Holy In Jerusalem 03 Feb 2025 00:43 #430638

Happily reporting 11 days Clean from M.

0 days to P.

A public thank you to the special guy who gave me almost 2 hours of his time on the phone with me. Greatly appreciated!

SSSL's Story (Google Doc)​ [You will need to request permission, which I'm happy to give.]
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Feel free to say hi or send some chizuk over @ stopsurvivingstartliving2024@gmail.com.
My google voice number got shut down, so I won't be able to receive or send messages from there.

Re: Holy In Jerusalem 04 Feb 2025 23:26 #430795

13 days to masturbation Clean!

2 days to porn Clean!

I got myself erect (is that a word?) in the shower but with Gods help I was able to stop there.

Just wanted to share a conversation I had with a fellow GYE'er:
GYE'er: So what do you like to do for hobbies?
SSSL: sexual pleasure
SSSL: i kind of had points chol hamoed that i wanted to do nothing other than delve into sexual pleasure

Oh so painful!

SSSL's Story (Google Doc)​ [You will need to request permission, which I'm happy to give.]
Holy In Jerusalem (My Thread)

Feel free to say hi or send some chizuk over @ stopsurvivingstartliving2024@gmail.com.
My google voice number got shut down, so I won't be able to receive or send messages from there.

Re: Holy In Jerusalem 05 Feb 2025 01:08 #430798

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Ice fishing? 

Re: Holy In Jerusalem 06 Feb 2025 00:02 #430848

2 weeks to masturbation Clean!

3 days to porn Clean!

SSSL's Story (Google Doc)​ [You will need to request permission, which I'm happy to give.]
Holy In Jerusalem (My Thread)

Feel free to say hi or send some chizuk over @ stopsurvivingstartliving2024@gmail.com.
My google voice number got shut down, so I won't be able to receive or send messages from there.

Re: Holy In Jerusalem 06 Feb 2025 00:56 #430850

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LETS GOOOOOO!!!!! 

LEGEND ICE FISHER!!!!
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