Hey everyone
i havent been on the forum for quiet a whie, the truth is i had so many other things in my head (E.G getting into a yeshiva next year) its been tough. and another reason is ive been a little to lazy ... as a result i havent been doing so good and thats why i decided to come back here because i kno guardyoureyes is my only hope. ive had some long clean days but not as good as i use to have it. as a matter of fact i had a fall today which is extremly upsetting >
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because i feel like i just spit in hashems face and i dont deserve his help. but i know thats not what he thinks cus he loves every child of his..... i really need help getting back on trackplease i beg of u to stay with me here always and give me chizuk bec i cant do it myself i just cant i feel like its impossible