It certainly seems difficult - I'd say the key is to realize and focus on how much more we get to live life when we're clean. It feels good.

And remember to focus on the good feeling of succeeding for so long! You can do it again, and more!

Keep up the great work!

hey avi6000. how are things going with you?

Hey everyone
i havent been on the forum for quiet a whie, the truth is i had so many other things in my head (E.G getting into a yeshiva next year) its been tough. and another reason is ive been a little to lazy ... as a result i havent been doing so good and thats why i decided to come back here because i kno guardyoureyes is my only hope. ive had some long clean days but not as good as i use to have it. as a matter of fact i had a fall today which is extremly upsetting  > because i feel like i just spit in hashems face and i dont deserve his help. but i know thats not what he thinks cus he loves every child of his..... i really need help getting back on trackplease i beg of u to stay with me here always and give me chizuk bec i cant do it myself i just cant i feel like its impossible

what he thinks cus he loves every child of his.....
hope u r doing better. u must not down youself rather keep going and asking Hashem for help.

hey guys
baruch hashem 2nd day clean it feeeeeeeeels so goood!

Our job is to do whatever is necessary to get better, and to grow. Hashem loves watching us grow, even if we just horribly spat in his face. Much better than spitting in his face again, right?! ;D

Glad to hear - being clean really does feel wonderful!