Avi6000 wrote on 19 Feb 2010 03:21:
Im sorry guys but I FELL !
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i reached 76 days i felt so good about myself. All of a sudden i fell right down the drainn and i mean allll da way down i fell 3 days in a row and i cant belive it that i went from being holy to impure i mamesh feel it. Now the batle became so hardddddddddd i cant even explain it. i dont know what to do now i cant even get my mind away from it. i broke a few commitments
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which includes taking my ipod to da bathroom thatts wat pulls me down the most, i need your help guys i dont wana hit rock botttom anymore please ill really apprciiate it
Avi, Hashem doesn't ask for perfection. He asks only for progress, and you surely progressed TONS already - with a 76 day streak!
You are from Hashem's elite commandos in this crazy world. Every slip is a new chance to start from the ground up.
Nothing we gained in the past is lost. It's just a new chance to build upwards!
Listen to this 5 minute clip:
www.guardureyes.com/GUE/Music/mus/Telescope.mp3