Hello, all.
I am grateful to Hashem for a week clean and free from masturbation and pornography.
I think this deserves more than a line or two in a post, but I was thinking yesterday that my P&M use is an unhealthy way of dealing with a deep sense of loneliness. Obviously, P&M doesn't cure loneliness and then the struggle associated with not being able to control those unwanted sexual behaviors is a lonely struggle, which only further compounds the effects. Accountability partners are helpful for a variety of reasons, but one of them is that they ensure that one doesn't go through the struggle alone.
Day Count: 20 Days
Cumulative Count: 1749 Days