Day 3 
I restarted Friday with a plan with accountability and fixing some places where I was getting lax. 
I have been getting lazy on some of the “yellow stuff” for example not bringing my phone into the bathroom even though it’s filtered as a precaution. So for the next week (at least) I will go back to being very strict on that. Starting now. 
Anyways day 3 and going good.

Day 4 
Going strong. 
nothing out of the ordinary. Keeping accountable. 

Day 1….
Fell last night.. 
maybe my excitement is less than before or I fell back into the cycle i was in just a couple months ago. Maybe this is good to see that even though I went a long time clean it’ll still be a battle.

In my own experience both the question and answer here are a lot more irrelevant then you think in the moments.
although hard to shake the urge to think on it.
It's a hiccup of starting again nothing more.
Keep going man 

Day 2 
no need for my drashos just a regular day and going well.

Day 3 
Still clean I think I’m back on the road upwards. 
now gotta keep climbing 

We are here when you need us.
keep it up.

Day 6 
It’s Going. 

Day 7 
I’m keeping to post even in days that I don’t have strong urges because I know how it goes. Your clean for a while then you get confident put down the guard and then slip without noticing till you fall… 
All the “yous” are really “me”

Day 8
Had some machshava zaros today. Thinking I’m going to eventually fall anyway why try. But quickly pushed them away. Hopefully they don’t come back. Each day is an incredible win. Used to have this monster telling me what to do now I can tell him who’s boss. 

Day 9 
Saw some fireworks at the store yesterday thinking of buying some for when I hit a milestone. What that milestone is I don’t know yet. 
going well bh 

Lol love that idea 

Day 10 
going good bh 

Bh great to hear

Great work! I'm at 15 now, so were just about at the same spot... have you reached out to HHM for an accountability program? He's gevaldig

Muttel