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Road to 90 days - my daily log
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Scientific studies show that it takes 90 days to break an addictive pattern in the mind. Start your own Log of your journey to 90 days! Post here to update us on your status and to give each other chizuk to stay strong!

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Re: Road to 90 days - my daily log 24 Mar 2019 03:02 #339904

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Gut Vuch. I had a fall tonight, today would've been day 7. I had serious withdrawal cravings and I gave in. Didn't even try to stop myself. 

starting over again but proud of the progress iv'e made

Re: Road to 90 days - my daily log 24 Mar 2019 12:51 #339915

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I'm sorry about your fall.  But one week clean is great progress.  Just get right back up and keep trying.  Good luck!

Re: Road to 90 days - my daily log 25 Mar 2019 07:10 #339943

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Days 1 and 2 complete acc to the chart. long night tonight

Re: Road to 90 days - my daily log 26 Mar 2019 03:31 #339993

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I feel like I am going backwards. tonight procrastination for an exam and a lack of awareness to implement any of the sound advice given has led to a fall.

day one starting over. 

Re: Road to 90 days - my daily log 27 Mar 2019 03:43 #340049

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day one complete. long stressful day, but got through it ok

Re: Road to 90 days - my daily log 28 Mar 2019 05:56 #340111

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Day 2 complete. on to day 3!

Re: Road to 90 days - my daily log 31 Mar 2019 00:55 #340199

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I haven't posted in a while. but just an update, I had a fall and im now finished day 4. Had a great shabbos, gut vuch!

Re: Road to 90 days - my daily log 31 Mar 2019 05:43 #340210

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Congrats on the week clean! It may seem like nothing, but in fact it means for AN ENTIRE WEEK you pushed and successfully stayed strong, clean, and holy!!!

What helped for me in the beginning was to engage more with people on GYE. Don't just post your progress, also help other people and cheer them on. We are all in this together and it isn't easy but definitely possible, just look at all the people who started in the exact same position as you and are now clean for a month, 90 days, a year, and on and on....

So keep up the amazing work! Looking forward to seeing you progress and climb on this new journey hour by hour!

Re: Road to 90 days - my daily log 02 Apr 2019 03:23 #340263

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Thanks for the amazing chizuk and advice! It def helps to be mechazik me to continue on my journey. I'm not sure I feel comfortable helping others as I haven't yet found a way to help myself (not sure if this quite makes sense to you). 

Anyway, Cheers.

Re: Road to 90 days - my daily log 02 Apr 2019 03:24 #340264

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Haven't posted in a few days, lost track of where I was at. Just updated the corner and it says im on day 5. soo... day 5 complete.

Re: Road to 90 days - my daily log 03 Apr 2019 04:02 #340324

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This is a tough battle, one that I'm not sure im making any headway on. day 5 and I had a pretty bad fall.

Starting again now.

Re: Road to 90 days - my daily log 03 Apr 2019 04:22 #340325

Did you ever have 5 days before joining gye?
Feel free to pm me, currently a lucky choson which merited to have discovered gye 1.5 years ago which BH totally changed my life from one extreme to the other!

הנותן עיניו במה שאינו שלו, מה שמבקש לא נותנים לו, ומה שבידו נוטלים ממנה

(סוטה ט, עמוד א)


ולכן אל יפול לב אדם
וכו' גם אם יהיה כן כל ימיו במלחמה זו כי אולי לכך נברא וזאת עבודתו לאכפיא לס"א תמיד 
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Re: Road to 90 days - my daily log 03 Apr 2019 05:16 #340327

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Umm, maybe like once or twice. If I did it certainly wasn't due to a conscious effort.

Re: Road to 90 days - my daily log 03 Apr 2019 13:55 #340336

So then you are making progress...
Feel free to pm me, currently a lucky choson which merited to have discovered gye 1.5 years ago which BH totally changed my life from one extreme to the other!

הנותן עיניו במה שאינו שלו, מה שמבקש לא נותנים לו, ומה שבידו נוטלים ממנה

(סוטה ט, עמוד א)


ולכן אל יפול לב אדם
וכו' גם אם יהיה כן כל ימיו במלחמה זו כי אולי לכך נברא וזאת עבודתו לאכפיא לס"א תמיד 
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Re: Road to 90 days - my daily log 07 Apr 2019 04:10 #340438

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Gut loch! day 4
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