BH
Today my wife comes back, what a relief. Though my acting out this time was NOT as bad it wasnt as good as it should have been.
Though I have rejected due to my bad experience and lack of success the 12 step program as a whole, though I have adopted parts of it to my life.
I have yet shown commitment to Torah and Mitzvots, I haven't given my will over to G-D, hence I have seen little success in this important area in life.
In the past my life was set in a strict schedule that involved making sure I go to sleep early and wake up early, learn for a few hours prior to starting my work day.
The mindset that I seek to change is to instead of thinking what i wish and want, to always remember and remind myself and ask myself what does G-D want from me.
