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Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 28 Dec 2017 01:53 #324307

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Day #59

B"h things seemed to have calmed down a lot.  I still have to be careful though and not give in that little bit in the beginning, that's where the fight really is.  I'm almost two thirds to ninety porn free days!

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Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 28 Dec 2017 22:16 #324383

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Day #60

Two thirds in!  B"h things are good today.

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Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 01 Jan 2018 00:37 #324498

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Day #63

B"h still clean from porn.  I have less than a month left.

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Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 02 Jan 2018 02:02 #324548

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Day #61

B"h still good.

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Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 03 Jan 2018 02:09 #324612

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Day #62

Still going well.  I'm in the easier part of the post-fall.  It's been a little while since I last fell and it feels like I'm coasting along, but it doesn't last forever.

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Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 04 Jan 2018 02:48 #324671

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Day #63

B"h everything is still going well.  Iy"h it will continue.

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Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 05 Jan 2018 01:55 #324745

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Day #64

B"h things are still going good.  I've also been clean from masturbating for about a week.

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Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 05 Jan 2018 02:21 #324748

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I like your idea of counting separate for porn & separate for mb, I was also thinking that once I reach 90 days here (hopefully is 89 days from now..) I want to start counting again for "guarding my eyes" from inappropriate images & from looking where I shouldn't.

Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 05 Jan 2018 06:31 #324765

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youcan wrote on 05 Jan 2018 02:21:
I like your idea of counting separate for porn & separate for mb, I was also thinking that once I reach 90 days here (hopefully is 89 days from now..) I want to start counting again for "guarding my eyes" from inappropriate images & from looking where I shouldn't.

A very big Rosh Yeshiva ztz"l held of advising bochurim struggling with these issues to separate the two. And on the occasion one fell with mast*** he urged it be done without any imagery. He claimed a high success rate of getting these boys to eventually stop mast*** also. You can PM to me for more info.
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Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 07 Jan 2018 23:50 #324931

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@ youcan &HHM
I've definitely seen a tremendous difference with myself since starting this.  I've really experienced the wisdom of breaking seemingly insurmountable issues into smaller problems.  There aren't any guarantees in life, but I can say that this has helped me a lot and would recommend it to someone who thinks that it can help them.  Keep checking in if you want to see how things turnout for me.

Day #67

I feel like I'm getting pretty close to the end of this challenge.  I've been thinking how to continue it and have some ideas for the next steps I'll take that I'll share after I finish.

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Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 08 Jan 2018 21:59 #325030

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Day #68

Things are still good B"h.  

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Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 12 Jan 2018 02:49 #325342

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Day #71

B"h everything is still good.  Less than three weeks left!

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Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 14 Jan 2018 23:21 #325497

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Day #74

16 days left.  I can really do this!

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Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 18 Jan 2018 03:29 #325641

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Day #77

Less than two weeks left.  Unfortunately I masturbated yesterday but I was clean for a while.  I was home alone which is always a trigger for me.

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Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 19 Jan 2018 02:41 #325692

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Day #78

B"h today was good.

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